vloggity

thought journal written on tuesday during CoDA I can’t share because someone else wants to share I don’t want to share because Anon. crosstalks I don’t want to be vulnerable I don’t want to share with these people When saying, “thank you <name>”, my voice is too authoritative, deep, loud, scary, or triggering to women […]

notes loving what is by Byron Katie 29th 9am thought journal I want to make sure my comment gets a good response I’ve already established my identity with D. so I have to maintain that identity Authoritative sounding people = god I don’t want to be overheard by my parents talking about sex or porn […]

@todo purse affiliate link Hello It’s Chris Grimmett Just doing a quick check-in this morning. Here are some notes I took during CoDA last night. CoDA thought Journal I don’t want to be here I don’t want to give up my power I’m missing Ironmouse for this! I’m hungee I’m zoned out I appreciate that […]

I think I might have got banned from Nerds United. Yesterday I opened Discord, looking for the Nerds United server, and it wasn’t there. I messaged a friend who is in Nerds United, to see if he can still see the server. I haven’t heard back yet. I tried to message the organizer but I […]

I created a “Proof of Knowledge” on futuu.re today. I immediately regret it! grimtech just now Will unseal in 6 years, 11 months, 27 days 13:01:07 covid★ 1 was posted on Mar 12, 2021, 9:58:44 AM will unseal on Mar 11, 2028, 11:00:00 PM Hash sha1 636f35ef83aaf74edefa194cf0d7972209789c30 sha256 f28edd2961702c3ab4238886bee0fd53cd1b89f98bf3319f5ab360b84664df09 sha512 80a00403926a6924c8392643dabdd7b387b1827a0436aa6502e529de3e01faff5f593b6f60c59371463bbf8ba0684705d55bd6590acf340ed42b26e411edcf14 Well, here’s to hoping […]

I skipped another social event. I went to a zoom group, “Resilience” though. Didn’t talk one peep, though. This means that I haven’t talked to anybody since Monday. I’m doing okay though. I did 45 minutes of yoga today. I took a nap, too. Here’s some notes notes Ride ya’ bike! npm run audio mp3 […]

Hi there. I’m sad. I am lonely. I skipped all of today’s social activities. I did that because I’m an addict. I did that because I don’t want friends. I did that because I retain my perceived power when I stay in hiding. Today I built a website. https://pun.404.mn/ It randomly chooses a pun from […]

Hey Vsauce, Chris here. I’m working on a VTuber video compilation which I’m going to entitle, “Disgusted VTubers” The idea came from the plethora of compilation channels that are out there. People running those channels can make actual money by releasing quality videos on the regular. It is my dream to have this comf lifestyle […]