Grimtech

9:50AM. Just had a therapy call via Zoom. I want to distract. I don’t want to work on my social anxiety. I got a bunch of todo list items from my therapist, for the pursuit of my goal of overcoming my social anxiety. I just pinged 3 people on Discord, saying that I miss them […]

Notes Texas home base . com toyota highlander ecclesiastes in the bible Wolf of Wallstreet < The big short simulwatch Serial Experiments Lain or Party up on Veloren Writing about whatever I haven’t written much lately. My days have been sent zoning out with waifus on Twitch, and listing cards on eBay. Buyee added FedEx […]

This is my first hand experience. My life was a codependent mess, I was depressed and having suicidal thoughts. I took a “heroic dose” of psilocybin, and during the ~4 hour trip I fell asleep and I was convinced I had died. I re-experienced my forgotten birth and felt the pain of my circumcision. I […]

I’m still bothered by the text my mom sent me yesterday. I think I want to respond to her, and tell her how I feel. I don’t want to lash out and attack using words similar to those I used in my journal yesterday. I think I want to stay on my side of the […]

Multitasking. I’m watching Snuffy’s recorded stream from last night https://www.twitch.tv/videos/931271760 Snuffy is rating pokemon based on their scientific fuckability LUL Previous to Pokemon, she was rating the fuckability of FNAF characters. LMAO this is hilarious. I had a shame trigger a few moments ago. I asked a question on the IPFS forum about whether or […]

I have some paper notes on my desk that I want to digitize. I don’t like the clutter that occurs when notes stack up! March 1st therapy @ 9am When looking for a dojo, consider the cost Resiliency and coping class Thurs 1-3PM starting on March 11 Homework reach out to martial arts dojos shame […]

@todo insert purse affiliate link Hello good day. I’m going to try to make daily blogging a habit. This sounds familiar. brb gotta poop Poop completed. 10/10 would recommend. Today I’m focusing on self care. yesterday was really good in terms of self care. I did more yoga than normal, which left me feeling really […]

Bruh, it’s been a lot of days since I last wrote in my journal. I think it’s safe to say that my daily journalling is no longer a habit. I feel a little disappointed about that, because I get a lot out of writing. I can’t commit to writing every day right now. I dunno […]

hi yo whatup I’m watching The Godfather Who cares, right? yeah okay wudup Now I’m watching https://www.twitch.tv/videos/916880176 This is an experiment to see if this video exists after 2 years. I don’t think it will save. I think Twitch deletes VODs after 14 days.

Hey buddy, we need to have a heart to heart conversation because you’re spiralling out of control and I don’t like where we’re headed. I see you sitting at your computer, opening Brave and then clicking your Hacker News bookmark. You scan the first few articles, see nothing new, then you close the tab. You […]

Hello. It has been some time since I last wrote. Here are a bunch of notes that I have piled on my desk that I will now digitize and use as stimulus for writing. notes Notes from therapy I’m a shitty person so I shouldn’t have friends I owe my parents Write down the thoughts […]