Tag: anger

  • Sat Jun 5 2021

    Vlog Self-Care Goals 2021 Comfy bed Fix breathing Dentist Cleanliness Fix Sleep Notes from CoDA (yes I actually went today!) 🙂 I feel shamed/scared/exposed when anon brought up dating someone. As if I had heard something I wasn’t supposed to hear. This highlights my religious trauma and how I developed a sense that romantic relationships […]

  • Tue Jul 7 2020

    Tue Jul 7 2020

    I’ve been consistently inconsistent when it comes to my daily blog post length! Oh well. It’s not a big deal. I’ve been writing something every day and that’s a good thing. I’m going to eat breakfast today. Feelin’ pretty tired today. I’m not feeling like writing today. I feel like eating and sleeping. Actually, I’m […]

  • Wed Jun 10 2020

    Wed Jun 10 2020

    I forgot to write today. Err, yesterday. I still consider this a Tuesday log because it’s … Nah it’s just a Wednesday post. It’s 12:07AM. Just got off Squad with Save. Had 2 good rounds and 1 really bad one on Narva. A bummer ending to the night, but we had a really great Talil […]

  • Sun May 24 2020

    Sun May 24 2020

    My friend Christopher Toledo created http://wizards.zone/. He set up a Pleroma instance which seems to be a web client for the Mastodon network. It’s like a federated Twitter alternative. I uttered my first Toot– a slightly modified passage from my novel, and the adminWizard has replied with a compelling followup. It’s very interesting that this […]

  • Sat May 23 2020

    Sat May 23 2020

    I’m going to spend my 2000 words on writing a non-journal post today. How to close Firefox from the ubuntu commandline That post was only 667 words so I’m going to write 1333 words here. What a trip that was though. I forgot I even answered that question in 2015. I saw the notification in […]

  • Wed May 13 2020

    Wed May 13 2020

    I had bad dreams. I was getting bitten by my angry adopted dog, I was attacked by demonic ghosts, and I saw Mr. Beast & crew rot away from illness. It was very disturbing and scary. On top of all that, the woman I returned the biting dog to was trying to have sex with […]

  • Sat May 9 2020

    Sat May 9 2020

    My FICO score is 599. It used to be at 800 before I got these three credit cards and maxed them out like a chump. I’m going to get out of debt someday soon, and improve my credit. I’m doing my darndest to make it happen! I had a little slip up. I was late […]

  • Tue May 5 2020

    Tue May 5 2020

    I so need this writing session right now. While I walked this morning, I became concerned about some things. I only walked 5 laps around the fire pit. My left hip joint started hurting quite a bit. It feels like I pulled a muscle there. I figure I should take it easy and I quit […]

  • Mon May 4 2020

    Mon May 4 2020

    I made an emotional decision and I payed $230 for DHL shipping so I can get my trading cards from Buyee. Apparently the package is oversized for EMS so even if I wait for Japan Post to resume shipments to the US, I wouldn’t be able to choose the budget EMS. I was really angry […]

  • Fri Apr 24 2020

    Fri Apr 24 2020

    I didn’t finish yesterday’s post. Ended up sleeping until the sun came up. Oh well! I suppose I could write extra today, but I’m not going to push myself unless it feels right. Today’s goal is to simply respect Pomodoro technique. I have a timer going right now. The excellent Pomodoro app, Good Time. I […]

  • Fri Apr 17 2020

    Fri Apr 17 2020

    仕事。Blogging is working. Working is blogging. But is it really? I suppose it can be, if the act of publishing and gaining readers is something that can be monetized. The way I’m doing things right now, it’s not monetization. I don’t publish! Well, I schedule my writings to be published, 2 years from when I […]