Tag: angry

  • Sat May 30 2020

    Sat May 30 2020

    I got put in “timeout” on Tim Dodd’s live stream for saying the following mods be power trippin’ The mods were deleting people’s comments. The most ridiculous moderation. Comments such as, “ninjas or bondage?” which is a reasonable thing to think. First time I saw the hooded SpaceX pad crew, I thought they looked a […]

  • Wed May 27 2020

    Wed May 27 2020

    Today’s a big day for space flight! SpaceX is launching two humans for the first time! I’m pretty cynical at times. When I first heard of this, I reminded myself of all the times that SpaceX has failed to land a rocket, or a rocket exploded on the pad. I made the conclusion that these […]

  • Mon May 4 2020

    Mon May 4 2020

    I made an emotional decision and I payed $230 for DHL shipping so I can get my trading cards from Buyee. Apparently the package is oversized for EMS so even if I wait for Japan Post to resume shipments to the US, I wouldn’t be able to choose the budget EMS. I was really angry […]

  • Wed Apr 15 2020

    Wed Apr 15 2020

    I want to do 4 things today. journal read ebay github I also want to eat, but that’s not really an option LOLLERSKATESLMAFOBBQ. I have some food. I’m going to make some flatbread using this CM Coleman recipe. Actually I’m going to go start that process right now, because it takes an hour for the […]

  • Sun Apr 5 2020

    Sun Apr 5 2020

    I was supposed to receive a group text about the virtual boardgame day today. I didn’t get anything so I dunno what happened there. Maybe I gave the organizer the wrong number? Maybe Burnerapp sucks and I’m just not receiving group texts? I’m inclined to think that it’s Burnerapp’s fault. Burnerapp has so many issues. […]

  • Sat Mar 28 2020

    Sat Mar 28 2020

    9:09AM. I binged last night on snack food. Ate a whole bag of Chex mix, had a large handful of dried mango, two large handfuls of soy nuts, a handful of almonds, and a can of olives. I think I stayed up until 3AM. I would have stayed up later had I not thought about […]

  • Mon Mar 16 2020

    Mon Mar 16 2020

    I’m angry. The internet is down. COVID-19 has struck fear into the hearts and minds of everyone. Public meetings of over 10 people are banned in Washington for the next 2 weeks by order of the governor. No bars, no entertainment, no saturday board games, no church, no school, no library. Only essential stores like […]

  • Fri Mar 6 2020

    Fri Mar 6 2020

    Ok the past few days have been sub 2000 words and it’s no big deal. I deserve a break and I deserve self-care and I deserve to be well and happy. Actually I don’t want to be happy all the time. It’s something I’ve thought about quite a bit. If I were happy all the […]

  • Tue Feb 18 2020

    Tue Feb 18 2020

    Group therapy today. I’m sitting in the waiting area. I organized my papers using the binder thingy that I used to keep important papers in. Wow this paper writes smooth! I’m surprised that this paper writes so well and it’s only a BASIC tablet. I got it at a thrift store. CoDA is tonight at […]

  • Thu Feb 13 2020

    Thu Feb 13 2020

    Schedule drift is real. 2:11PM. Actually I woke up today at about the same time as I did yesterday, so that’s not too bad. The bad part is when I went to sleep. I went to sleep this morning at approximately 7:30 AM. That’s a definite drift. I don’t want to think about it. I […]

  • Wed Feb 12 2020

    Wed Feb 12 2020

    1:35PM. I woke up at 9, then went back to sleep. Woke up at 11, then went back to sleep Woke up at 12, went back to sleep, Woke up at 1, went back to sleep. I feel like I could repeat this all day without any consequences other than the emotional ones of feeling […]