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Fri May 15 2020
I saw two squirrels quarreling in a tree this morning. Maybe a turf war? Maybe a mating session? It is mating season, after all. I imagined what squirrel sex would be like. Sex in the wild is pretty much rape. Every time I see a cat, bird, squirrel, bug, or any other living thing besides […]
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Thu May 14 2020
I seem to have relapsed… Kinda sorta. I couldn’t sleep last night. I was literally worried sick about the negative feedback I received on eBay. Literally sick to my stomach. I couldn’t even work through it because I had worked through it like 5 times prior. At that point, there were layers and layers of […]
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Wed Mar 11 2020
My back hurts. Too many hours hunched over my desk trying to see the monitor more clearly as I play Squad. I slept like shit because I ate too much, too soon before bed. The past few times I’ve played squad, it really wasn’t fun. I’ve just been a bullet magnet. I think it’s because […]
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Wed Feb 26 2020
I missed CoDA. I slept through it. I woke up at midnight and I didn’t know the time, so I told myself, “If I can make it to CoDA, I’m going to CoDA.” Nope. Lol. Not too worried about it. 2:49 AM. So far this morning, I have read out of 6 different books. I […]
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Fri Jan 10 2020
I don’t even want to journal today because I’m so sleepy. This is getting so dumb, every day I’m just so goddamn tired. I think 6 days out of 7, I seem to have shitty quality sleep. I wake up numerous times. I toss and turn. The dogs are making things even more difficult. I […]
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Wed Jan 1 2020 @ 9:09 AM PST
I stayed up really late last night. It was fun though! I hung out on the VOCALOID Discord and chatted with everyone about all things New Years eve related. Every hour someone in chat would reach midnight and there would be a mini celebration. EST timezone had the largest number of people celebrating and throwin’ […]
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Sun Dec 29 @ 9:35 AM PST
Yesterday I ignored my friend’s requests to hang out. I don’t want to hang out with B. anymore, and I’m hesitant to socialize. Uh oh, I hesitated. Hesitation is a thing I wrote about a few days ago. “Go slow and don’t hesitate” Well, I did just that. I hesitated. I ignored their texts. I […]
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Sat Dec 7 2019 @ ~12PM
Here’s today’s cute Miku wallpaper! God level artist! Doesn’t she look a little sad? But that outfit is SOOO CUUUUTE When I look to change my wallpaper, I usually look for horizontal oriented images. Vertical images usually end up getting cut off and only Miku’s belly and chest end up visible. That is when I […]
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God Level Artists
Written on Tue Dec 3 2019 at 10:56 AM PST There are artists out there who are so good at what they do, I consider them to be on the highest skill level possible. God level. I don’t have any examples off the top of my head. Maybe an example will come to me as […]