Tag: buddha

  • Sun May 17 2020

    Sun May 17 2020

    I wanna skip journaling today and jump into my latest project. LOL, I took on another project. That doesn’t mean I will have more projects to show off… It means I will have more abandoned projects, because the other ones I was working on are now abandoned! Oh well. I enjoy the process, not the […]

  • Mon Feb 24 2020

    Mon Feb 24 2020

    It’s a day and I’m sticking to it. I am not feeling too positive today. I don’t want to type. I want to give up and bury my head in the sand. I don’t know how I’m going to make rent, if my tax return doesn’t show up in the next few days. I simply […]

  • Sun Feb 16 2020

    Sun Feb 16 2020

    2:29AM. Surprisingly just woke up. I was depressed yesterday to the point where I didn’t want to do anything. Couldn’t eat. Couldn’t play Chivalry: Medieval Warfare with my brother M. couldn’t play Squad alone. Couldn’t install world of tanks or play Ravenfield. Couldn’t even masturbate. I was just so lonely and aimless and nothing was […]

  • Fri Feb 14 2020

    Fri Feb 14 2020

    I shaved my head. I like the idea of new beginnings. I was also influenced by some bald gentleman that I look to and follow on social media. Joe Rogan and Scott Manley. I just got back from Therapy. I only got like 3 hours of sleep this morning. I planned on waking at 6:30, […]