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Tue Jun 2 2020
7:47AM. IDK why I woke up at the odd time of 7:30. I would like to go back to sleep. Three trading cards to send out this morning. They’re about a $14 value altogether. Am I wasting my time doing eBay? Can I really make this work? What if I make $14 per day? Is […]
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Tue May 26 2020
I went walking outside and it was nice. I did some meditation and got into a mind space where I was observing without judgement. I think doing so triggered a reset in my brain, because after I resumed walking I noticed things around me as if I were seeing them for the first time. It […]
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Mon May 25 2020
I shipped two cards this morning, a usb drive lot, and a broken charger for a FRS radio. Next I walked to Albertson’s and got some groceries and toilet paper. I paid for the groceries using my EBT SNAP card. I paid for the toilet paper using some cash I had forgotten I had in […]
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Fri May 22 2020
No sales this morning. I bet it’s because I haven’t been listing new product. I bet it’s because it’s memorial day weekend. I bet it’s because people are out of money. I bet it’s because the economy is crashing. I did account reconciliation in YNAB and now I see that my net worth is at […]
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Thu May 21 2020
I had a fucked up dream. I was on the field of the elementary school I went to. It was all ice and myself and other students were sliding around on the ice. The ice was perfectly flat, smooth, and walking on it would accelerate me fast. There was no way to stop, and I […]
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Sat May 9 2020
My FICO score is 599. It used to be at 800 before I got these three credit cards and maxed them out like a chump. I’m going to get out of debt someday soon, and improve my credit. I’m doing my darndest to make it happen! I had a little slip up. I was late […]
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Tue Mar 17 2020
Hello my fellow bass players. Sorry for that long intro, let’s get into the music. bass playing intensifies I just woke up. It’s 11:05 AM. It feels like I could have slept all day, had I allowed myself to do so. I was woken at 8AM this morning my my dad knocking on my door. […]
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Fri Mar 6 2020
Ok the past few days have been sub 2000 words and it’s no big deal. I deserve a break and I deserve self-care and I deserve to be well and happy. Actually I don’t want to be happy all the time. It’s something I’ve thought about quite a bit. If I were happy all the […]
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Sun Feb 2 2020
Good morning! I actually woke up on my own without an alarm this morning! I give full credit to the hella uncomfortable couch that I’ve been sleeping on. I think I’m reaching critical levels of poor sleep because of this. I think I’m going to put in a big effort this month to making enough […]
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Mon Jan 27 2020
1:27PM. My couch is very uncomfortable to sleep on. I never feel rested but I also never wake up feeling super tired… I wake up with this feeling that I’m just ready to go. I’m concerned that I’m not hitting rem sleep or something, but I am definitely having dreams so I think that might […]
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Fri Jan 24 2020
I woke up at 7:14AM today, before my alarm even had a chance to go off at 7:30. I only got about 5 hours of sleep but I feel okay. I don’t know if I’m rested or not rested due to how I’ve been sleeping on my couch. I threw away my Japanese futon because […]