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Tue May 26 2020
I went walking outside and it was nice. I did some meditation and got into a mind space where I was observing without judgement. I think doing so triggered a reset in my brain, because after I resumed walking I noticed things around me as if I were seeing them for the first time. It […]
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Tue Jan 21 2020
I get to go to therapy today! God is good. I am happy to be me. I’m still kinda tripping on mushrooms. I still have a mess to clean up. I’m happy to clean it! It beats the alternative reality where I am alone with nobody to talk to, nothing to do, and no future! […]
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Mon Jan 13 2020
3:03PM. I dropped off 6 packages at FedEx, 4 at USPS. Then I went thrift shopping. I acquired 8 items. I plan on listing them all today. Next I did 20 laps around the firepit and did 20 pushups. I also did some axe throwing. Tired 5. I was thinking while I was driving that […]
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Sun Jan 12 2020
I feel insatiable 10. I’m getting high so high. Old habits. This will drive me straight into depression if I keep this up. It’s 4:51 AM. I spent the last 7 hours doing bullshit that I didn’t need to do. I could have gone to sleep at 9PM when I was tired. Instead I’ve been […]
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Sat Jan 11 2020
All I wanna do today is eat and fuck and sleep. And I’m not even doing so good at that much. I woke up around 7 and let the dogs out. Then I went back to sleep. Then I woke up 3 hours later and let the dogs out again. I did my exercises as […]
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Thu Dec 12 11:11 AM PST
I had some really nice dreams last night. In the first dream, I was young and in middle school. I was walking home when I saw a girl struggling with something. I can’t remember exactly what it was. She dropped her book bag maybe. I stopped and offered to help. She said thanks and we […]