I’m at therapy. I need to pee and poo but I’m holding it because I don’t know if the bathroom is occupied or not. I’m feeling very vulnerable and sad and afraid. It is fear that is preventing me from knocking on that restroom door. Oh, I just witnessed someone…
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This morning I woke up and realized I need to do something about my sleep quality. I seem to not be able to stay asleep. I don’t think my be is comfortable enough for me to properly relax. This morning I went to Trader Joe’s. I used my gift card…
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I’m trying to write a letter to my dad, but I’m struggling. I’m holding back shit. I’m not writing what is on my mind. I’m censoring myself. What I want to say is that work is not important to me. I’d rather be kicked out than work for him any…
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I woke up this morning without an alarm. It was a fantastic feeling to not have to get up, shut it off, and go back to sleep because I wasn’t well rested yet. I think my alarm is set on my phone, but either a Do Not Disturb or a…
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My sleep quality is declining. It took me about 3 hours to fall asleep. I woke up countless times during the night. One of my in-wall heaters keeps puffing out smoke. I awoke to the sound of heaters, but one of them didn’t sound right. The room began to smell…
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My internet is acting weird again. Fuck the police. Oh wait, wrong genre. So today is Christmas Eve. HYPE! Here’s a bit of writing I did yesterday while I was in the lobby at therapy. My tethh hurt. I’m doing some writing because it focuses my mind on something other…
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Written on Thanksgiving Day, Thu Nov 28 2019 @ 2:22 PM PST. You’ll never guess what happened to me today. My mom bought me a shopping cart full of groceries! I think this leads me into my daily task of writing 3 things I’m grateful for. I’m grateful for my…
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Article written on Sat Nov 22 2019 at 6:05AM PST Hey Guess what? Pizza butt. I woke up from a dream about meeting up with an old airsoft friend. We stopped at a pizza place and he let me out of the car to go get pizza while he made…
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DISCLAIMER: This is a Time Capsule Blog Post — Originally Written on October 11 2019.2021 Chris is doing much better. I am on a dead end path. I have no money to my name. I don’t know how I will buy groceries or pay my rent. I don’t think I…
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