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Tue Jan 7 2020 @ 8:42 AM PST
TIIIIIREED! I’m beginning to sound like a broken record. the therapy office keeps calling me. I think they are just reminder phone calls, but I miss them every time. And they usually don’t leave messages because HIPPA. Annoying. I don’t need fucking reminder calls. I have my appointments on my calendar. I don’t forget appointments. […]
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Sun Dec 29 @ 9:35 AM PST
Yesterday I ignored my friend’s requests to hang out. I don’t want to hang out with B. anymore, and I’m hesitant to socialize. Uh oh, I hesitated. Hesitation is a thing I wrote about a few days ago. “Go slow and don’t hesitate” Well, I did just that. I hesitated. I ignored their texts. I […]
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Thu Dec 26 2019 @ 7:23 AM
I awoke to a noise that sounded like boiling water. The noise was coming from one of my in-wall heaters and I quickly arose and checked it out. A small amount of black smoke billowed from the enclosure so I quickly disconnected power to my heaters. Upon removing the outer grill, I found that a […]
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Wed Dec 25 2019 @ 7:36 AM PST
Happy Christmas, Harry. I woke up before my alarm even went off. Maybe the sound of my heater starting up at 7:10 was what signaled my body that it was time to wake up. So this is Christmas. My head hurts I want to go back to sleep LOL. I’m surprised nobody has knocked on […]
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Tue Dec 24 @ 9:58 AM
My internet is acting weird again. Fuck the police. Oh wait, wrong genre. So today is Christmas Eve. HYPE! Here’s a bit of writing I did yesterday while I was in the lobby at therapy. My tethh hurt. I’m doing some writing because it focuses my mind on something other than being nervous. I already […]
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Sun Dec 22 @ 7:33 AM
Good morning, USA! I’ve got a feeling that today will be a wonderful day. My internet doesn’t seem to be working. I am typing this post in gedit for the moment, rather than directly into WordPress like I normally do. I feel rather rested, for once! Yeah, network completely down, it seems. I wonder if […]
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Tue Dec 17 2019 @ 12:06 PM
I’m at the clinic today. My past self must have wanted me to be on time because I put down 9am in my calendar. My appointment is at 9:40, not 9! But it’s okay. I have paper and a pen so I can write until my appointment. The woman at the front counter doesn’t seem […]
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Thu Dec 12 11:11 AM PST
I had some really nice dreams last night. In the first dream, I was young and in middle school. I was walking home when I saw a girl struggling with something. I can’t remember exactly what it was. She dropped her book bag maybe. I stopped and offered to help. She said thanks and we […]
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Sun Dec 8 2019 @ 10:40AM PST
I made some really good progress on my Jeopardy clone yesterday. It gives me confidence that I’ll be able to finish it in time for Christmas. Jepurdee It’s a bit cluttered at the moment, but this is what I’m looking at. The red overlay on the left edge of the screen is just a debug […]
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Mon Dec 2 2019
My blog post titles are getting really boring. Originally written on Mon Dec 2 2019 @ 3:09 PM PST Ok so I am very hungry. This morning I decided that I wouldn’t eat until 3PM. I had a granola bar so far, and now I’m cooking rice. It’s going to be a solid 2 hours […]