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Wed Feb 26 2020
I missed CoDA. I slept through it. I woke up at midnight and I didn’t know the time, so I told myself, “If I can make it to CoDA, I’m going to CoDA.” Nope. Lol. Not too worried about it. 2:49 AM. So far this morning, I have read out of 6 different books. I […]
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Fri Feb 7 2020
9:30AM. Therapy today. Feeling anxious. Only got 3 hours ofsleep. Lots of scared thoughts are going on in my head this morning. I’m afraid I’m dying because I can feel my shin bones. I’m afraid of crying because I’ve been dulling my feelings about my dad. K. gave me two sheets of paper with affirmations […]
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Thu Feb 6 2020
I was just about to describe how I’m feeling today based on how my eBay sales were today. Then I realized that to do so would be a co-dependent behavior and I should not do that. It’s 4:02 PM and my schedule is happily drifting, as per usual! I am not looking forward to therapy […]
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Thu Jan 16 2020 @ 5:04AM
Bad sleep schedule! I wrote about it yesterday a bit. Slept during the evening. Woke up and went HAM on the eBay listings. Got all caught up. Now I wanna go to sleep but I really need to run these 3 bubble mailers to the mailbox before I crash. I ate at 2AM so I […]
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Fri Dec 13 2019 @ 10:38 AM PST
Why do I put PST in the title? Because it’s my silent opposition to daylight savings time! I have the hardest time holding a consistent sleep schedule. Daylight savings changes fuck me over twice a year! Daylight savings time isn’t for farmer’s benefits. That’s a myth. Daylight savings was created during an energy crisis as […]
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Mon Dec 9 2019 @ 8:09 AM
Hey cool I actually woke up early. Hey so cool. Wow so cool dude. It was 61 degrees in my apartment when I woke up. My thermostat is totally not programmed at all. 62 degrees happens to be the default setting. I got up and cranked that thermometer to 72. Maybe I’ll program it, but […]
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I’m cold
Written on Sat Nov 30 2019 @ 6:25 AM PST It’s 64 degrees Fahrenheit in my apartment. I’m cranking my heater! And wrapping myself in my blanket as I sit here at the computer. I got up at 6AM because that’s when my alarm goes off. The sun isn’t even up yet. I tried to […]
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Welcome to the World of Warcraft!
World of Warcraft is an exciting new MMO which pits new players against a powerful new foe– the Horde. The horde preform satanic rituals and sacrifice the young to their god and savior, Satan. It is your job, adventurer, to stop the satanic beasts in their tracks and restore order to the land of Negadia […]