11:04 AM. I tried to get my computer to wake after 9 hours of being powered down. sudo rtcwake -m off –time +9hours Apparently this command is a no-go on my machine. It won’t wake from being powered off this way, but it will wake from being suspended. sudo rtcwake…
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I think I’ve made a connection which has informed me on exactly why I sometimes wake up completely exhausted. It’s food. I was snacking on trail mix and raisins last night just about an hour or two before bed. That food in my stomach made it almost impossible for me…
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My nose feels plugged. Or it’s dry or something. I slept wonderfully last night, by the way! Amazingly, I slept on my back! I usually can’t get comfy on my back, but last night I had lots of dreams and I slept soundly. I even woke up automagically at 7:30…
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I’m trying to write a letter to my dad, but I’m struggling. I’m holding back shit. I’m not writing what is on my mind. I’m censoring myself. What I want to say is that work is not important to me. I’d rather be kicked out than work for him any…
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I woke up this morning without an alarm. It was a fantastic feeling to not have to get up, shut it off, and go back to sleep because I wasn’t well rested yet. I think my alarm is set on my phone, but either a Do Not Disturb or a…
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My sleep quality is declining. It took me about 3 hours to fall asleep. I woke up countless times during the night. One of my in-wall heaters keeps puffing out smoke. I awoke to the sound of heaters, but one of them didn’t sound right. The room began to smell…
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I thought I had therapy today. I went to FBH and checked in, only to discover that I was a week early! The receptionist wrote down my next two appointments on a card. My clinician told me that I had an appointment next week. Two days ago was Christmas, and…
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I awoke to a noise that sounded like boiling water. The noise was coming from one of my in-wall heaters and I quickly arose and checked it out. A small amount of black smoke billowed from the enclosure so I quickly disconnected power to my heaters. Upon removing the outer…
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Build and Shoot is a great game. Originally it was called Ace of Spades, but Jagex ended up buying that game and turning into a nightmare. The original concept of Ace of Spades got an open source remake called Build and Shoot, and became adopted by the community. What makes…
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I had some really nice dreams last night. In the first dream, I was young and in middle school. I was walking home when I saw a girl struggling with something. I can’t remember exactly what it was. She dropped her book bag maybe. I stopped and offered to help.…
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I’m supposed to be in counseling right now. I left the house about 10 minutes before 9 and the first thing I realized when I opened the door was that four inches of snow had fallen. “This is not good.” I quickly got the engine started in my suburban and…
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