Tag: desire

  • Tue Dec 10 2019 @ 10:51 AM PST

    Tue Dec 10 2019 @ 10:51 AM PST

    My ability to have a good night sleep seems to be deteriorating. Maybe I need a new bed. Maybe I need nose surgery. I sleep the best on my stomach, which I hear is the worst position to sleep in. I wonder if I snore. I probably have sleep apnea although I don’t think I’ve […]

  • Thu Apr 30 2020

    Thu Apr 30 2020

    I woke up this morning feeling very tired. I had a hard time opening my eyes and getting out of bed. I’m definitely hung over from playing Minecraft last night. I was tired but I played anyway. It was a fun time. I got made fun of for my rudimentary and unpleasant looking sky bridges. […]

  • Mon Jan 6 2020 @ 1:44 PM PST

    Mon Jan 6 2020 @ 1:44 PM PST

    This morning I woke up and realized I need to do something about my sleep quality. I seem to not be able to stay asleep. I don’t think my be is comfortable enough for me to properly relax. This morning I went to Trader Joe’s. I used my gift card up and I got to […]

  • Sun Dec 29 @ 9:35 AM PST

    Sun Dec 29 @ 9:35 AM PST

    Yesterday I ignored my friend’s requests to hang out. I don’t want to hang out with B. anymore, and I’m hesitant to socialize. Uh oh, I hesitated. Hesitation is a thing I wrote about a few days ago. “Go slow and don’t hesitate” Well, I did just that. I hesitated. I ignored their texts. I […]

  • Tue Dec 24 @ 9:58 AM

    Tue Dec 24 @ 9:58 AM

    My internet is acting weird again. Fuck the police. Oh wait, wrong genre. So today is Christmas Eve. HYPE! Here’s a bit of writing I did yesterday while I was in the lobby at therapy. My tethh hurt. I’m doing some writing because it focuses my mind on something other than being nervous. I already […]