I was in total binge mode last night. I ate around 11PM which is a really bad old habit of mine. I watched four episodes of Eden of the East. I then crashed and predictably couldn’t sleep due to having so much food in my stomach. I ended up getting…
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I slept poorly, and then I woke up 6 hours later and couldn’t sleep at all after that. The whole issue began when I checked my texts rights before going to bed. My dad asked, Do know if we still have the resperator for spraying weeds? That question sent me…
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Good start to the day. Woke up and started my laundry. Then I went for a walk. 20 laps, yoga, and 10 pushups. Pushups are easier now. I can do 7 in one go, without breaks. I remember when that number was 1 or 2. Pretty cool. My mom was…
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Just had a disturbing dream. I was a student in some sort of classroom and I had a computer switch which I loaned to the teacher for the duration of the class. In the switch were three SD cards which contained a bunch of important pictures. The switch was used…
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I went to therapy this morning. It was very productive. I read aloud a letter I had written to my father. It was an uncomfortable experience reading this personal letter. I was nervous reading it. Am I reading too fast? I’m definitely reading too fast. I should slow down. I’m…
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I’ve been putting something off for awhile because it’s uncomfortable and the thought makes me uneasy. I have to tell my dad that I need to detach from him financially. I don’t want to take any more projects from him. It’s my time to blaze my own trail and it’s…
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