Tag: fear

  • Tue Jun 30

    Tue Jun 30

    I fucked up my eBay product downsizing so bad. I accidentally ended ALL but 8 listings. I went from exactly 3000 listings to exactly 8 listings in a matter of minutes. I stressed out about this so hard last night. Couldn’t sleep. But then I talked aloud to myself and worked it out. It was […]

  • Sat Jun 13 2020

    Sat Jun 13 2020

    It feels so good to sleep in for once. 2:19PM. I woke up at 7:30 and took care of five shipments. Then I went back to sleep. I’m surprised I slept all the way till the afternoon! It’s cloudy and rainy today. Last night at 3AM I awoke to the sound of thunder. I had […]

  • Wed Jun 10 2020

    Wed Jun 10 2020

    I forgot to write today. Err, yesterday. I still consider this a Tuesday log because it’s … Nah it’s just a Wednesday post. It’s 12:07AM. Just got off Squad with Save. Had 2 good rounds and 1 really bad one on Narva. A bummer ending to the night, but we had a really great Talil […]

  • Mon Jun 8 2020

    Mon Jun 8 2020

    I’m laughing my ass off at this podcast. They all got hella stoned and they’re just being so goofy and I love it. I don’t think I’ve ever seen Joe this high. Or maybe I have, and it’s just this company that is influencing Joe to be this goofy version of himself. Ate dinner and […]

  • Tue Jun 2 2020

    Tue Jun 2 2020

    7:47AM. IDK why I woke up at the odd time of 7:30. I would like to go back to sleep. Three trading cards to send out this morning. They’re about a $14 value altogether. Am I wasting my time doing eBay? Can I really make this work? What if I make $14 per day? Is […]

  • Mon May 25 2020

    Mon May 25 2020

    I shipped two cards this morning, a usb drive lot, and a broken charger for a FRS radio. Next I walked to Albertson’s and got some groceries and toilet paper. I paid for the groceries using my EBT SNAP card. I paid for the toilet paper using some cash I had forgotten I had in […]

  • Thu May 21 2020

    Thu May 21 2020

    I had a fucked up dream. I was on the field of the elementary school I went to. It was all ice and myself and other students were sliding around on the ice. The ice was perfectly flat, smooth, and walking on it would accelerate me fast. There was no way to stop, and I […]

  • Wed May 20 2020

    Wed May 20 2020

    Just got back home from the grocery store. Got two pints of non-dairy ice cream and downed one of them. Chocolate. Yummy yum yum! And now I’m chillin’ and eating Crispix while watching JRE #1477 with Tony Hawk. Crispix is an interesting cereal name. For me especially, it is an interesting name. Chris picks Crispix. […]

  • Thu May 14 2020

    Thu May 14 2020

    I seem to have relapsed… Kinda sorta. I couldn’t sleep last night. I was literally worried sick about the negative feedback I received on eBay. Literally sick to my stomach. I couldn’t even work through it because I had worked through it like 5 times prior. At that point, there were layers and layers of […]

  • Wed May 13 2020

    Wed May 13 2020

    I had bad dreams. I was getting bitten by my angry adopted dog, I was attacked by demonic ghosts, and I saw Mr. Beast & crew rot away from illness. It was very disturbing and scary. On top of all that, the woman I returned the biting dog to was trying to have sex with […]

  • Mon Apr 27 2020

    Mon Apr 27 2020

    I feel so good right now! It’s 9:25AM and I walked 6 miles round trip to Albertson’s. I got Three bags of rice A bag of dried garbanzo beans Two cans of garbanzo beans Coconut creamer Almond/sugar/salt snack 5 lbs of passover matza bread/crackers(?) Small bag of chex mix Gluten free garbanzo-based rotini 3 bars […]