I had bad dreams. I was getting bitten by my angry adopted dog, I was attacked by demonic ghosts, and I saw Mr. Beast & crew rot away from illness. It was very disturbing and scary. On top of all that, the woman I returned the biting dog to was…
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I woke up this morning feeling very tired. I had a hard time opening my eyes and getting out of bed. I’m definitely hung over from playing Minecraft last night. I was tired but I played anyway. It was a fun time. I got made fun of for my rudimentary…
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Great progress on the encore-more project this morning. I don’t think I had named the project yesterday when I came up with the idea, so I suppose I should explain it. I purchased Tabletop Simulator on Sunday, so I can take part in Nerds United virtual board game meetup this…
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Apparently daylight savings time happened this morning. Oh yeah, my wall clock says 9:30AM but my clock on my computer says 10:30. I totally missed Sangha service, LOL. Not a big deal. I probably wasn’t going anyway. I dunno why, maybe the lasting effect that the mushrooms had has worn…
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Ok the past few days have been sub 2000 words and it’s no big deal. I deserve a break and I deserve self-care and I deserve to be well and happy. Actually I don’t want to be happy all the time. It’s something I’ve thought about quite a bit. If…
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9:10AM. I already read a bunch of pages in I thought it was just me by Brene Brown, and I exercised. Walking, jogging, yoga, and pushups. Then I showered and packed and shipped 2 eBay sales and I walked them to the mailbox. I couldn’t do as much yoga as…
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5:58 AM. My sleep schedule has been reset! I’m happy about that. Yesterday I did not write my target word count of 2000 words. I only got to 500 but I’m not going to beat myself up about it. I focused on self-care yesterday, and I felt excellent because of…
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The schedule drift is real. I went to sleep at around 6AM this morning, and woke up around 4PM. It’s 5:30 now, I just finished a walk and shower. I think I need to do something about this schedule drift, or I’ll spiral into depression again. Well, I think the…
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I didn’t go to Sangha Service. I had a chance to wake up and go, but only with 3 hours of sleep under my belt. I decided to sleep. I’ll have another chance next week to attend! It’s 1:30PM. A. brought me her Co-dependents anonymous book. I’ll put it to…
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I woke up at 7:14AM today, before my alarm even had a chance to go off at 7:30. I only got about 5 hours of sleep but I feel okay. I don’t know if I’m rested or not rested due to how I’ve been sleeping on my couch. I threw…
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I’ve been putting something off for awhile because it’s uncomfortable and the thought makes me uneasy. I have to tell my dad that I need to detach from him financially. I don’t want to take any more projects from him. It’s my time to blaze my own trail and it’s…
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