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Wed May 20 2020
Just got back home from the grocery store. Got two pints of non-dairy ice cream and downed one of them. Chocolate. Yummy yum yum! And now I’m chillin’ and eating Crispix while watching JRE #1477 with Tony Hawk. Crispix is an interesting cereal name. For me especially, it is an interesting name. Chris picks Crispix. […]
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Thu Apr 30 2020
I woke up this morning feeling very tired. I had a hard time opening my eyes and getting out of bed. I’m definitely hung over from playing Minecraft last night. I was tired but I played anyway. It was a fun time. I got made fun of for my rudimentary and unpleasant looking sky bridges. […]
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Wed Mar 11 2020
My back hurts. Too many hours hunched over my desk trying to see the monitor more clearly as I play Squad. I slept like shit because I ate too much, too soon before bed. The past few times I’ve played squad, it really wasn’t fun. I’ve just been a bullet magnet. I think it’s because […]
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Fri Feb 28 2020
3:12AM. Just woke up. Yesterday was rather productive. I sold 3 P-Memories cards to a buyer for $11 plus $1.10 shipping. I packaged up those cards and a VHS rewinder that I sold. I built an app prototype that I had thought of years ago. I read a chapter in I thought it was Just […]
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Wed Feb 26 2020
I missed CoDA. I slept through it. I woke up at midnight and I didn’t know the time, so I told myself, “If I can make it to CoDA, I’m going to CoDA.” Nope. Lol. Not too worried about it. 2:49 AM. So far this morning, I have read out of 6 different books. I […]
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Wed Feb 19 2020
My therapist took me on as my CoDA “pseudo sponsor” until the time when I find a sponsor of my own. Last Friday she gave me a list of questions which I am supposed to ponder on and answer at our next meeting, this Friday at 9:30AM. The questions are as follows. What is the […]
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Mon Jan 27 2020
1:27PM. My couch is very uncomfortable to sleep on. I never feel rested but I also never wake up feeling super tired… I wake up with this feeling that I’m just ready to go. I’m concerned that I’m not hitting rem sleep or something, but I am definitely having dreams so I think that might […]
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Wed Jan 1 2020 @ 9:09 AM PST
I stayed up really late last night. It was fun though! I hung out on the VOCALOID Discord and chatted with everyone about all things New Years eve related. Every hour someone in chat would reach midnight and there would be a mini celebration. EST timezone had the largest number of people celebrating and throwin’ […]
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Sat Dec 7 2019 @ ~12PM
Here’s today’s cute Miku wallpaper! God level artist! Doesn’t she look a little sad? But that outfit is SOOO CUUUUTE When I look to change my wallpaper, I usually look for horizontal oriented images. Vertical images usually end up getting cut off and only Miku’s belly and chest end up visible. That is when I […]
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Fri Dec 6 2019 4:00 AM PST
The presence of my parents makes me insecure When I talk to my parents, I feel inhibited. They don’t want to hear me speak my mind. I feel inferior. I am their subject. I feel shame. I am dependent on them. I feel anxious. I am afraid I would say something that would make my […]
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Ludum Dare, Code in the Dark Aftermath
I took part in not one, but two competitions last weekend. First was Ludum Dare 45, a competition to make a game in 48 hours. Second was Spokane Code in the Dark 2019, a HTML/CSS competition with a nightclub vibe. Code in the Dark had such a cool atmosphere. I met a gentleman who works […]