3:03PM. I dropped off 6 packages at FedEx, 4 at USPS. Then I went thrift shopping. I acquired 8 items. I plan on listing them all today. Next I did 20 laps around the firepit and did 20 pushups. I also did some axe throwing. Tired 5. I was thinking…
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I feel insatiable 10. I’m getting high so high. Old habits. This will drive me straight into depression if I keep this up. It’s 4:51 AM. I spent the last 7 hours doing bullshit that I didn’t need to do. I could have gone to sleep at 9PM when I…
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I’m at therapy. I need to pee and poo but I’m holding it because I don’t know if the bathroom is occupied or not. I’m feeling very vulnerable and sad and afraid. It is fear that is preventing me from knocking on that restroom door. Oh, I just witnessed someone…
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I went to bed early last night. I feel so rested! Yesterday I didn’t eat much either. I had a snack before therapy, a snack after, and a large curry meal for lunner. Oh yeah, I also tried diet A&W root beer which is grossssss. I just took some sips…
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TIIIIIREED! I’m beginning to sound like a broken record. the therapy office keeps calling me. I think they are just reminder phone calls, but I miss them every time. And they usually don’t leave messages because HIPPA. Annoying. I don’t need fucking reminder calls. I have my appointments on my…
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Hey, my alarm actually went off this morning! Very cool indeed. Unfortunately, I feel like going straight back to bed! The wind is going crazy outside. I kept hearing things getting knocked over during the night. I kept thinking a tree was going to snap and fall on my apartment.…
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I fucked up. I’m so desperate to sell junk in my Bonanza shop that I lowered the price on a bunch of my tech items to $1. But I selected an item in the bulk editor that is worth way more than $1– A Kill-A-Watt power meter. Someone bought it.…
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My sleep quality is declining. It took me about 3 hours to fall asleep. I woke up countless times during the night. One of my in-wall heaters keeps puffing out smoke. I awoke to the sound of heaters, but one of them didn’t sound right. The room began to smell…
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Yesterday I ignored my friend’s requests to hang out. I don’t want to hang out with B. anymore, and I’m hesitant to socialize. Uh oh, I hesitated. Hesitation is a thing I wrote about a few days ago. “Go slow and don’t hesitate” Well, I did just that. I hesitated.…
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I thought I had therapy today. I went to FBH and checked in, only to discover that I was a week early! The receptionist wrote down my next two appointments on a card. My clinician told me that I had an appointment next week. Two days ago was Christmas, and…
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