Tag: guilt

  • Tue Jun 30

    Tue Jun 30

    I fucked up my eBay product downsizing so bad. I accidentally ended ALL but 8 listings. I went from exactly 3000 listings to exactly 8 listings in a matter of minutes. I stressed out about this so hard last night. Couldn’t sleep. But then I talked aloud to myself and worked it out. It was […]

  • Mon Jun 29 2020

    Mon Jun 29 2020

    10:00AM. Just had a therapy session with my therapist. I don’t think I wrote anything yesterday. I don’t like that I didn’t write anything! I’m not going to beat myself up about it. I forgive myself. Yesterday was a busy day full of negotiating deals with customers, doing laundry, going to the grocery store, preparing […]

  • Thu Jun 18 2020

    Thu Jun 18 2020

    I let some collectible cards go for a ridiculously low price. I feel meh about it. Part of me needed the sales, the other part knew that I could have gotten more if I were just more patient. The buyer is in Germany, which means I had to shell out $15 to get it mailed […]

  • Wed Jun 10 2020

    Wed Jun 10 2020

    I forgot to write today. Err, yesterday. I still consider this a Tuesday log because it’s … Nah it’s just a Wednesday post. It’s 12:07AM. Just got off Squad with Save. Had 2 good rounds and 1 really bad one on Narva. A bummer ending to the night, but we had a really great Talil […]

  • Sat Jun 6 2020

    Sat Jun 6 2020

    I wrote parts of this entry on two scraps of paper during an all day adventure to purchase a bicycle. These events took place yesterday on Friday. I sold most of my Tesla stock so I could afford to buy a bike. I got about $877 for selling a share. I still have fractions of […]

  • Thu May 28 2020

    Thu May 28 2020

    Polkadot launched today. I watched this entire video and I still don’t know what I can do with it or why I should care. It’s a well produced video and evokes feelings of awe and inspiration, but I’m not seeing any meat and potatos content which actually tells me what Polkadot is. Just another blockchain. […]

  • Mon May 25 2020

    Mon May 25 2020

    I shipped two cards this morning, a usb drive lot, and a broken charger for a FRS radio. Next I walked to Albertson’s and got some groceries and toilet paper. I paid for the groceries using my EBT SNAP card. I paid for the toilet paper using some cash I had forgotten I had in […]

  • Thu May 14 2020

    Thu May 14 2020

    I seem to have relapsed… Kinda sorta. I couldn’t sleep last night. I was literally worried sick about the negative feedback I received on eBay. Literally sick to my stomach. I couldn’t even work through it because I had worked through it like 5 times prior. At that point, there were layers and layers of […]

  • Wed May 13 2020

    Wed May 13 2020

    I had bad dreams. I was getting bitten by my angry adopted dog, I was attacked by demonic ghosts, and I saw Mr. Beast & crew rot away from illness. It was very disturbing and scary. On top of all that, the woman I returned the biting dog to was trying to have sex with […]

  • Fri Apr 24 2020

    Fri Apr 24 2020

    I didn’t finish yesterday’s post. Ended up sleeping until the sun came up. Oh well! I suppose I could write extra today, but I’m not going to push myself unless it feels right. Today’s goal is to simply respect Pomodoro technique. I have a timer going right now. The excellent Pomodoro app, Good Time. I […]

  • Wed Apr 22 2020

    Wed Apr 22 2020

    Another day, another post. The days are all flowing together now that I’m back on a polyphasic sleep schedule. This is not a complaint, just an observation. I just walked to Albertson’s and back. This morning I took 4 or 5 packages to the mailbox, and I was thinking about putting off the trip to […]