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Sat Apr 25 2020
Yesterday I discovered that Projekt Melody isn’t just a risque virtual youtuber… She actually does sex shows on Chaturbate! Previously I had seen some of her sexy dance videos on YouTube. She’s scantilly clad in those videos, but technically, “fully clothed” in that her areola and vulva are covered. You know, the minimum required to […]
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Fri Apr 3 2020
I forgive myself. I just want to start with that. Had a call with my therapist K. this morning. I started out the call in bad place, and I ended the call in a bad place. I woke up at 9AM and I took the garbage to the street, and some packages to the mailbox. […]
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Chris’s 2018 Guide to happiness
Step 1 Let yourself be bored I discovered this one at my latest job of loading and unloading cargo airplanes for UPS. Usually I would bring a book to keep myself occupied during the wait time before the planes showed up. There was a certain day there was a 3 hour wait and I forgot […]
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Sat Jan 11 2020
All I wanna do today is eat and fuck and sleep. And I’m not even doing so good at that much. I woke up around 7 and let the dogs out. Then I went back to sleep. Then I woke up 3 hours later and let the dogs out again. I did my exercises as […]
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Thu Dec 12 11:11 AM PST
I had some really nice dreams last night. In the first dream, I was young and in middle school. I was walking home when I saw a girl struggling with something. I can’t remember exactly what it was. She dropped her book bag maybe. I stopped and offered to help. She said thanks and we […]
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Our Modern Society: Take A Nap!
We work hard, we get tired, we counteract the tiredness with excessive food and drink. We get fat. We get stressed. We lose sleep, and the vicious cycle sustains itself. I can’t stand this lifestyle; I detest it. That’s not how we’re meant to live, and I can’t understand how that lifestyle makes anyone happy. I […]