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Mon Mar 9 2020
9:48AM. There’s a big truck outside my window which I believe has an industrial wood chipper. It’s making a ton of noise and the house shakes. Every now and then I hear a chainsaw. My dad must have got a crew to come take care of the diseased trees. Apparently there are beetles which are […]
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Fri Jan 10 2020
I don’t even want to journal today because I’m so sleepy. This is getting so dumb, every day I’m just so goddamn tired. I think 6 days out of 7, I seem to have shitty quality sleep. I wake up numerous times. I toss and turn. The dogs are making things even more difficult. I […]
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Fri Jan 3 2020 @ 2:34 AM
I’m trying to write a letter to my dad, but I’m struggling. I’m holding back shit. I’m not writing what is on my mind. I’m censoring myself. What I want to say is that work is not important to me. I’d rather be kicked out than work for him any more. Not that the work […]
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Sun Dec 29 @ 9:35 AM PST
Yesterday I ignored my friend’s requests to hang out. I don’t want to hang out with B. anymore, and I’m hesitant to socialize. Uh oh, I hesitated. Hesitation is a thing I wrote about a few days ago. “Go slow and don’t hesitate” Well, I did just that. I hesitated. I ignored their texts. I […]
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Fri Dec 6 2019 4:00 AM PST
The presence of my parents makes me insecure When I talk to my parents, I feel inhibited. They don’t want to hear me speak my mind. I feel inferior. I am their subject. I feel shame. I am dependent on them. I feel anxious. I am afraid I would say something that would make my […]
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Welcome to the World of Warcraft!
World of Warcraft is an exciting new MMO which pits new players against a powerful new foe– the Horde. The horde preform satanic rituals and sacrifice the young to their god and savior, Satan. It is your job, adventurer, to stop the satanic beasts in their tracks and restore order to the land of Negadia […]
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The Intense Voice of Hatsune Miku
Written on Thu Nov 21 2019 at 11:55AM PST My biggest complaint about Project Diva is how the shapes float on the screen. It’s inconsistent, and varies depending on the song, or can vary from a song helper being used such as Nano Targeter or Chaos Storm. Very inconsistent indeed. Why does this matter? It […]