I think I’ve made a connection which has informed me on exactly why I sometimes wake up completely exhausted. It’s food. I was snacking on trail mix and raisins last night just about an hour or two before bed. That food in my stomach made it almost impossible for me…
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I feel insatiable 10. I’m getting high so high. Old habits. This will drive me straight into depression if I keep this up. It’s 4:51 AM. I spent the last 7 hours doing bullshit that I didn’t need to do. I could have gone to sleep at 9PM when I…
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I’m at therapy. I need to pee and poo but I’m holding it because I don’t know if the bathroom is occupied or not. I’m feeling very vulnerable and sad and afraid. It is fear that is preventing me from knocking on that restroom door. Oh, I just witnessed someone…
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I went to bed early last night. I feel so rested! Yesterday I didn’t eat much either. I had a snack before therapy, a snack after, and a large curry meal for lunner. Oh yeah, I also tried diet A&W root beer which is grossssss. I just took some sips…
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This morning I woke up and realized I need to do something about my sleep quality. I seem to not be able to stay asleep. I don’t think my be is comfortable enough for me to properly relax. This morning I went to Trader Joe’s. I used my gift card…
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I’m trying to write a letter to my dad, but I’m struggling. I’m holding back shit. I’m not writing what is on my mind. I’m censoring myself. What I want to say is that work is not important to me. I’d rather be kicked out than work for him any…
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Jamuary is a month-long challenge created by TrueCuckoo. I took part in Jamuary this year, and commited to create one music jam for every day of the month. I learned a lot from Jamuary. I learned more about song structure, chord progression, vocoders and VOCALOID. I made some tracks that…
Leave a CommentThe final jam of Jamuary2020. This Jamuary was a lot of fun and a great challenge. I learned a lot, and made some tracks that I think are the best I’ve ever made. I’m really proud of this accomplishment and my persistence. I’m happy to have been a part of…
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[Verse]The other day, I went to my friend’s house.We had some fun. I didn’t want it to end.I hope that next, we’ll have another fun day.That’s how I’d like all of my days to be like. [Chorus]We would like to have fun.We would like to have fun.
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Fri Jan 17 2020
Jolly Day, mateys! I just realized that WordPress gutenberg has an audio block! I’ve been using video blocks for the longest time to play music. Silly me! It only makes sense that there’s an audio block! I’ve got my #jamuary2020 day 16 track stuck in my head. It’s good shit!…