I think I’ve made a connection which has informed me on exactly why I sometimes wake up completely exhausted. It’s food. I was snacking on trail mix and raisins last night just about an hour or two before bed. That food in my stomach made it almost impossible for me…
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I feel insatiable 10. I’m getting high so high. Old habits. This will drive me straight into depression if I keep this up. It’s 4:51 AM. I spent the last 7 hours doing bullshit that I didn’t need to do. I could have gone to sleep at 9PM when I…
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I’m at therapy. I need to pee and poo but I’m holding it because I don’t know if the bathroom is occupied or not. I’m feeling very vulnerable and sad and afraid. It is fear that is preventing me from knocking on that restroom door. Oh, I just witnessed someone…
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I went to bed early last night. I feel so rested! Yesterday I didn’t eat much either. I had a snack before therapy, a snack after, and a large curry meal for lunner. Oh yeah, I also tried diet A&W root beer which is grossssss. I just took some sips…
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This morning I woke up and realized I need to do something about my sleep quality. I seem to not be able to stay asleep. I don’t think my be is comfortable enough for me to properly relax. This morning I went to Trader Joe’s. I used my gift card…
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I’m trying to write a letter to my dad, but I’m struggling. I’m holding back shit. I’m not writing what is on my mind. I’m censoring myself. What I want to say is that work is not important to me. I’d rather be kicked out than work for him any…
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Jamuary is a month-long challenge created by TrueCuckoo. I took part in Jamuary this year, and commited to create one music jam for every day of the month. I learned a lot from Jamuary. I learned more about song structure, chord progression, vocoders and VOCALOID. I made some tracks that…
Leave a CommentThe final jam of Jamuary2020. This Jamuary was a lot of fun and a great challenge. I learned a lot, and made some tracks that I think are the best I’ve ever made. I’m really proud of this accomplishment and my persistence. I’m happy to have been a part of…
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[Verse]The other day, I went to my friend’s house.We had some fun. I didn’t want it to end.I hope that next, we’ll have another fun day.That’s how I’d like all of my days to be like. [Chorus]We would like to have fun.We would like to have fun.
Leave a CommentI was super busy today and not in the mood to make music. I couldn’t come up with anything other than this short melody.
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