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Tue Jun 30
I fucked up my eBay product downsizing so bad. I accidentally ended ALL but 8 listings. I went from exactly 3000 listings to exactly 8 listings in a matter of minutes. I stressed out about this so hard last night. Couldn’t sleep. But then I talked aloud to myself and worked it out. It was […]
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Thu Mar 26 2020
I received my 10,000 card sleeves yesterday. Did I mention that already? I can’t remember. I had the thought of sending this picture to my brother, but I held back because I felt like I was just flaunting. I hold back sharing a lot of things via SMS because I’d rather just bring it up […]
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Fri Mar 20 2020
2020202020202020 I hear that a shelter in place order is going to occur soon. I guess I need to get some rice. I wonder if my EBT card has a balance yet? Yup, it has a balance now. It just got reloaded yesterday. Interestingly, the website shows the past several transactions, including the rejected transaction […]
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Wed Mar 18 2020
Group therapy is cancelled. Individual therapy is changed to phone-only, as FBH is closing their doors to the public. Wild shit. Is COVID-19 really this bad? There have been 18 corona viruses before it, but somehow #19 is this huge threat? I don’t understand. I wonder if this is an overreaction? Well, this is life […]
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Mon Mar 9 2020
9:48AM. There’s a big truck outside my window which I believe has an industrial wood chipper. It’s making a ton of noise and the house shakes. Every now and then I hear a chainsaw. My dad must have got a crew to come take care of the diseased trees. Apparently there are beetles which are […]
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Fri Mar 6 2020
Ok the past few days have been sub 2000 words and it’s no big deal. I deserve a break and I deserve self-care and I deserve to be well and happy. Actually I don’t want to be happy all the time. It’s something I’ve thought about quite a bit. If I were happy all the […]
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Fri Feb 28 2020
3:12AM. Just woke up. Yesterday was rather productive. I sold 3 P-Memories cards to a buyer for $11 plus $1.10 shipping. I packaged up those cards and a VHS rewinder that I sold. I built an app prototype that I had thought of years ago. I read a chapter in I thought it was Just […]
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Thu Feb 13 2020
Schedule drift is real. 2:11PM. Actually I woke up today at about the same time as I did yesterday, so that’s not too bad. The bad part is when I went to sleep. I went to sleep this morning at approximately 7:30 AM. That’s a definite drift. I don’t want to think about it. I […]
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Wed Jan 29 2020
12:42PM. Just woke up to the sound of my phone vibrating. It was Frontier Behavioral Health, the office I go to for therapy twice a week. They call me too much with reminder calls. I don’t need them– I’m not going to forget!!! Anyway, today I’m going to repair a oneplus one and get it […]
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Thu Jan 23 2020
I’ve been putting something off for awhile because it’s uncomfortable and the thought makes me uneasy. I have to tell my dad that I need to detach from him financially. I don’t want to take any more projects from him. It’s my time to blaze my own trail and it’s necessary I do so if […]
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Wed Jan 22 2020
I just applied to Hatchways. They’re a new-ish bootcamp program that seems to have very good prices. I have been working a lot on my social anxiety lately, so I think I could have a chance at being able to work with a team now. I’ll need better internet for sure. I think a wifi […]