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Sun Jan 26 2020
I didn’t go to Sangha Service. I had a chance to wake up and go, but only with 3 hours of sleep under my belt. I decided to sleep. I’ll have another chance next week to attend! It’s 1:30PM. A. brought me her Co-dependents anonymous book. I’ll put it to good use! I gotta poop […]
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Sat Jan 25 2020
2PM. I just woke up and pooped. Sleep seems restful, but was uncomfortable. I kept waking up and still feeling tired. First I woke up at 7 or 8 AM and I had only gone to sleep around 3AM. I felt well enough to be functional, but I felt I could use a full 8 […]
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Thu Jan 23 2020
I’ve been putting something off for awhile because it’s uncomfortable and the thought makes me uneasy. I have to tell my dad that I need to detach from him financially. I don’t want to take any more projects from him. It’s my time to blaze my own trail and it’s necessary I do so if […]
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Wed Jan 22 2020
I just applied to Hatchways. They’re a new-ish bootcamp program that seems to have very good prices. I have been working a lot on my social anxiety lately, so I think I could have a chance at being able to work with a team now. I’ll need better internet for sure. I think a wifi […]
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Fri Jan 17 2020
Jolly Day, mateys! I just realized that WordPress gutenberg has an audio block! I’ve been using video blocks for the longest time to play music. Silly me! It only makes sense that there’s an audio block! I’ve got my #jamuary2020 day 16 track stuck in my head. It’s good shit! I posted it on opengameart […]
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Wed Jan 15 2020
I think I’ve made a connection which has informed me on exactly why I sometimes wake up completely exhausted. It’s food. I was snacking on trail mix and raisins last night just about an hour or two before bed. That food in my stomach made it almost impossible for me to fall asleep because I […]
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Thu Jan 9 2020
I’m at therapy. I need to pee and poo but I’m holding it because I don’t know if the bathroom is occupied or not. I’m feeling very vulnerable and sad and afraid. It is fear that is preventing me from knocking on that restroom door. Oh, I just witnessed someone else do it. I guess […]
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Mon Jan 6 2020 @ 1:44 PM PST
This morning I woke up and realized I need to do something about my sleep quality. I seem to not be able to stay asleep. I don’t think my be is comfortable enough for me to properly relax. This morning I went to Trader Joe’s. I used my gift card up and I got to […]
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Sun Dec 29 @ 9:35 AM PST
Yesterday I ignored my friend’s requests to hang out. I don’t want to hang out with B. anymore, and I’m hesitant to socialize. Uh oh, I hesitated. Hesitation is a thing I wrote about a few days ago. “Go slow and don’t hesitate” Well, I did just that. I hesitated. I ignored their texts. I […]
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#Jamuary2020 Jam 31
The final jam of Jamuary2020. This Jamuary was a lot of fun and a great challenge. I learned a lot, and made some tracks that I think are the best I’ve ever made. I’m really proud of this accomplishment and my persistence. I’m happy to have been a part of Jamuary2020. Thanks for listening!