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Mon Jul 20 2020
3:03 AM. Can’t sleep. Restless legs and tense stomach muscles. After laying in bed for about an hour, I decided to get up and watch anime. Watching miru tights. This is someone’s fetish. LOL. I’m just not into it. Tights are a thin piece of fabric which get in the way of what I actually […]
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Mon Jun 29 2020
10:00AM. Just had a therapy session with my therapist. I don’t think I wrote anything yesterday. I don’t like that I didn’t write anything! I’m not going to beat myself up about it. I forgive myself. Yesterday was a busy day full of negotiating deals with customers, doing laundry, going to the grocery store, preparing […]
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Tue May 26 2020
I went walking outside and it was nice. I did some meditation and got into a mind space where I was observing without judgement. I think doing so triggered a reset in my brain, because after I resumed walking I noticed things around me as if I were seeing them for the first time. It […]
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Wed May 13 2020
I had bad dreams. I was getting bitten by my angry adopted dog, I was attacked by demonic ghosts, and I saw Mr. Beast & crew rot away from illness. It was very disturbing and scary. On top of all that, the woman I returned the biting dog to was trying to have sex with […]
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Thu Apr 30 2020
I woke up this morning feeling very tired. I had a hard time opening my eyes and getting out of bed. I’m definitely hung over from playing Minecraft last night. I was tired but I played anyway. It was a fun time. I got made fun of for my rudimentary and unpleasant looking sky bridges. […]
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Sun Apr 26 2020
Yesterday I started out the day wonderfully. I eliminated distractions and wrote 2000 words non-stop. After that, I used my Pomodoro technique and studied Japanese. I read from my beginner japanese book, I studied my JLPT N5 Anki deck, and I spent 25 minutes identifying kanji in the wonderful KAITO & Miku song Cantarella. Next, […]
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Fri Apr 24 2020
I didn’t finish yesterday’s post. Ended up sleeping until the sun came up. Oh well! I suppose I could write extra today, but I’m not going to push myself unless it feels right. Today’s goal is to simply respect Pomodoro technique. I have a timer going right now. The excellent Pomodoro app, Good Time. I […]
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Fri Apr 17 2020
仕事。Blogging is working. Working is blogging. But is it really? I suppose it can be, if the act of publishing and gaining readers is something that can be monetized. The way I’m doing things right now, it’s not monetization. I don’t publish! Well, I schedule my writings to be published, 2 years from when I […]
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Thu Apr 16 2020
10:58 PM. Just woke up. Sleep schedule is becoming rather humorous! Whatevs, it’s a crazy time right now and I really only have two scheduled events per week that I want to be on time for. That’s my call with my therapist and my video game session on tuesday or wednesday. This week I showed […]
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Wed Apr 15 2020
I want to do 4 things today. journal read ebay github I also want to eat, but that’s not really an option LOLLERSKATESLMAFOBBQ. I have some food. I’m going to make some flatbread using this CM Coleman recipe. Actually I’m going to go start that process right now, because it takes an hour for the […]
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Fri Apr 3 2020
I forgive myself. I just want to start with that. Had a call with my therapist K. this morning. I started out the call in bad place, and I ended the call in a bad place. I woke up at 9AM and I took the garbage to the street, and some packages to the mailbox. […]