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Sat Jun 13 2020
It feels so good to sleep in for once. 2:19PM. I woke up at 7:30 and took care of five shipments. Then I went back to sleep. I’m surprised I slept all the way till the afternoon! It’s cloudy and rainy today. Last night at 3AM I awoke to the sound of thunder. I had […]
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Tue May 19 2020
1:31 AM. I’m having trouble disconnecting. Story of my life LOL. I had a good coding session, learning about SVG and masking and animations. I’m figuring out how to animate the little spinny things in the cassette tape. (This code contains 364 words which means I gotta write 2364 words, not 2000) So yeah. The […]
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Sun Apr 5 2020
I was supposed to receive a group text about the virtual boardgame day today. I didn’t get anything so I dunno what happened there. Maybe I gave the organizer the wrong number? Maybe Burnerapp sucks and I’m just not receiving group texts? I’m inclined to think that it’s Burnerapp’s fault. Burnerapp has so many issues. […]
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Fri Mar 20 2020
2020202020202020 I hear that a shelter in place order is going to occur soon. I guess I need to get some rice. I wonder if my EBT card has a balance yet? Yup, it has a balance now. It just got reloaded yesterday. Interestingly, the website shows the past several transactions, including the rejected transaction […]
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Mon Mar 9 2020
9:48AM. There’s a big truck outside my window which I believe has an industrial wood chipper. It’s making a ton of noise and the house shakes. Every now and then I hear a chainsaw. My dad must have got a crew to come take care of the diseased trees. Apparently there are beetles which are […]
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Fri Feb 7 2020
9:30AM. Therapy today. Feeling anxious. Only got 3 hours ofsleep. Lots of scared thoughts are going on in my head this morning. I’m afraid I’m dying because I can feel my shin bones. I’m afraid of crying because I’ve been dulling my feelings about my dad. K. gave me two sheets of paper with affirmations […]
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Sat Jan 25 2020
2PM. I just woke up and pooped. Sleep seems restful, but was uncomfortable. I kept waking up and still feeling tired. First I woke up at 7 or 8 AM and I had only gone to sleep around 3AM. I felt well enough to be functional, but I felt I could use a full 8 […]
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Thu Jan 16 2020 @ 5:04AM
Bad sleep schedule! I wrote about it yesterday a bit. Slept during the evening. Woke up and went HAM on the eBay listings. Got all caught up. Now I wanna go to sleep but I really need to run these 3 bubble mailers to the mailbox before I crash. I ate at 2AM so I […]
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Fri Jan 10 2020
I don’t even want to journal today because I’m so sleepy. This is getting so dumb, every day I’m just so goddamn tired. I think 6 days out of 7, I seem to have shitty quality sleep. I wake up numerous times. I toss and turn. The dogs are making things even more difficult. I […]
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Fri Jan 3 2020 @ 2:34 AM
I’m trying to write a letter to my dad, but I’m struggling. I’m holding back shit. I’m not writing what is on my mind. I’m censoring myself. What I want to say is that work is not important to me. I’d rather be kicked out than work for him any more. Not that the work […]
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Wed Jan 1 2020 @ 9:09 AM PST
I stayed up really late last night. It was fun though! I hung out on the VOCALOID Discord and chatted with everyone about all things New Years eve related. Every hour someone in chat would reach midnight and there would be a mini celebration. EST timezone had the largest number of people celebrating and throwin’ […]