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Fri Mar 6 2020
Ok the past few days have been sub 2000 words and it’s no big deal. I deserve a break and I deserve self-care and I deserve to be well and happy. Actually I don’t want to be happy all the time. It’s something I’ve thought about quite a bit. If I were happy all the […]
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Mon Mar 2 2020
9:10AM. I already read a bunch of pages in I thought it was just me by Brene Brown, and I exercised. Walking, jogging, yoga, and pushups. Then I showered and packed and shipped 2 eBay sales and I walked them to the mailbox. I couldn’t do as much yoga as I wanted to do. As […]
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Fri Feb 28 2020
3:12AM. Just woke up. Yesterday was rather productive. I sold 3 P-Memories cards to a buyer for $11 plus $1.10 shipping. I packaged up those cards and a VHS rewinder that I sold. I built an app prototype that I had thought of years ago. I read a chapter in I thought it was Just […]
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Wed Feb 26 2020
I missed CoDA. I slept through it. I woke up at midnight and I didn’t know the time, so I told myself, “If I can make it to CoDA, I’m going to CoDA.” Nope. Lol. Not too worried about it. 2:49 AM. So far this morning, I have read out of 6 different books. I […]
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Fri Feb 21 2020
So B.’s friends (and mine lol) are planning on surprising him in May by driving up to Spokane and spending a few days seeing the sights. I’m going to play tour guide and we’re going to go see all sorts of stuff and probably go shooting and do go karts and see the aquarium and […]
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Fri Feb 14 2020
I shaved my head. I like the idea of new beginnings. I was also influenced by some bald gentleman that I look to and follow on social media. Joe Rogan and Scott Manley. I just got back from Therapy. I only got like 3 hours of sleep this morning. I planned on waking at 6:30, […]
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Tue Feb 11 2020
The best way out is always through Robert Frost I’m feeling this quote right about now! My checking account is down to $100, and my Paypal account down to $400. It feels a little like the time I lived in Eugene, where I was feeling the weight of living alone on my shoulders. I was […]
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Thu Feb 6 2020
I was just about to describe how I’m feeling today based on how my eBay sales were today. Then I realized that to do so would be a co-dependent behavior and I should not do that. It’s 4:02 PM and my schedule is happily drifting, as per usual! I am not looking forward to therapy […]
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Sat Feb 1 2020
The schedule drift is real. I went to sleep at around 6AM this morning, and woke up around 4PM. It’s 5:30 now, I just finished a walk and shower. I think I need to do something about this schedule drift, or I’ll spiral into depression again. Well, I think the biggest thing is that I […]