Tag: regret

  • Thu May 28 2020

    Thu May 28 2020

    Polkadot launched today. I watched this entire video and I still don’t know what I can do with it or why I should care. It’s a well produced video and evokes feelings of awe and inspiration, but I’m not seeing any meat and potatos content which actually tells me what Polkadot is. Just another blockchain. […]

  • Sat May 23 2020

    Sat May 23 2020

    I’m going to spend my 2000 words on writing a non-journal post today. How to close Firefox from the ubuntu commandline That post was only 667 words so I’m going to write 1333 words here. What a trip that was though. I forgot I even answered that question in 2015. I saw the notification in […]

  • Fri Feb 7 2020

    Fri Feb 7 2020

    9:30AM. Therapy today. Feeling anxious. Only got 3 hours ofsleep. Lots of scared thoughts are going on in my head this morning. I’m afraid I’m dying because I can feel my shin bones. I’m afraid of crying because I’ve been dulling my feelings about my dad. K. gave me two sheets of paper with affirmations […]

  • Wed Feb 5 2020

    Wed Feb 5 2020

    I woke up at around 2:30PM today. It’s 5:35PM now. I went walking earlier, did 20 laps around the firepit. Then I got cleaned up and did a USPS run. 2 packages went out today. I actually sold a JoJo’s trial deck which was marked well above other listings on eBay. I wonder if people […]

  • Sat Jan 25 2020

    Sat Jan 25 2020

    2PM. I just woke up and pooped. Sleep seems restful, but was uncomfortable. I kept waking up and still feeling tired. First I woke up at 7 or 8 AM and I had only gone to sleep around 3AM. I felt well enough to be functional, but I felt I could use a full 8 […]

  • Fri Jan 24 2020

    Fri Jan 24 2020

    I woke up at 7:14AM today, before my alarm even had a chance to go off at 7:30. I only got about 5 hours of sleep but I feel okay. I don’t know if I’m rested or not rested due to how I’ve been sleeping on my couch. I threw away my Japanese futon because […]

  • Wed Jan 15 2020

    Wed Jan 15 2020

    I think I’ve made a connection which has informed me on exactly why I sometimes wake up completely exhausted. It’s food. I was snacking on trail mix and raisins last night just about an hour or two before bed. That food in my stomach made it almost impossible for me to fall asleep because I […]

  • Sat Dec 21 @ 7:32 AM PST

    Sat Dec 21 @ 7:32 AM PST

    Build and Shoot is a great game. Originally it was called Ace of Spades, but Jagex ended up buying that game and turning into a nightmare. The original concept of Ace of Spades got an open source remake called Build and Shoot, and became adopted by the community. What makes Build and Shoot so great […]

  • Fri Dec 13 2019 @ 10:38 AM PST

    Fri Dec 13 2019 @ 10:38 AM PST

    Why do I put PST in the title? Because it’s my silent opposition to daylight savings time! I have the hardest time holding a consistent sleep schedule. Daylight savings changes fuck me over twice a year! Daylight savings time isn’t for farmer’s benefits. That’s a myth. Daylight savings was created during an energy crisis as […]

  • My Socially Anxious Miku Expo 2018

    My Socially Anxious Miku Expo 2018

    I went to Miku Expo 2018 in Dallas, TX. I planned the craziest timetable ever. Left home at 3AM friday, returned home 9AM saturday. I don’t want to get into the travelling too much, because that’s boring, but I want to remember it in the future so I’m making a brief note of it. GEG […]