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Tue May 26 2020
I went walking outside and it was nice. I did some meditation and got into a mind space where I was observing without judgement. I think doing so triggered a reset in my brain, because after I resumed walking I noticed things around me as if I were seeing them for the first time. It […]
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Sat Apr 4 2020
Strange and disturbing dreams today. I was back in school and there was an annoying skinny kid in the class. I was busy working on a new revision of a MIDI interface prototype that I was making for a client. I was trying to figure out how to use the CAD software to extrude a […]
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Wed Mar 18 2020
Group therapy is cancelled. Individual therapy is changed to phone-only, as FBH is closing their doors to the public. Wild shit. Is COVID-19 really this bad? There have been 18 corona viruses before it, but somehow #19 is this huge threat? I don’t understand. I wonder if this is an overreaction? Well, this is life […]
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Sun Mar 15 2020
Good morning! Last night I got hella high. The computer high, as in the shit I do when I let my computer addiction run wild. I don’t even feel bad about it, which is a really nice for a change. So I was angry yesterday early. I was angry that I didn’t wake up early […]
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Mon Mar 2 2020
9:10AM. I already read a bunch of pages in I thought it was just me by Brene Brown, and I exercised. Walking, jogging, yoga, and pushups. Then I showered and packed and shipped 2 eBay sales and I walked them to the mailbox. I couldn’t do as much yoga as I wanted to do. As […]
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Thu Feb 27 2020
I slept through video game time again. I woke up at 1AM. One hour later than yesterday. See what I mean? I can’t help my schedule drift. It drifts about 1 hour a day which means every 12 days my schedule is completely backwards. Perhaps it’s because I’m too sedentary. Even though I have been […]
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Sun Feb 9 2020
Arrived at Spokane Buddhist Temple 3 minutes early, but had to pee so bad that I couldn’t go in. They have a toilet I’m sure, but I don’t know where it is. I’m pretty sure it’s in the basement. Fuck. All this way and I’m not prepared. I was excited to attend but I’m not […]
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Fri Jan 3 2020 @ 2:34 AM
I’m trying to write a letter to my dad, but I’m struggling. I’m holding back shit. I’m not writing what is on my mind. I’m censoring myself. What I want to say is that work is not important to me. I’d rather be kicked out than work for him any more. Not that the work […]
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Idea for a VOCALOID game
approx 1500 words written on Wed Nov 13 @ 10:01 AM PST Ok so today’s the day! I have a 1PM interview with Hack Reactor to see if I am elligible for their program. Excitement! Nerves! Mystery! I did some practicing yesterday. Ran through the practice problem two times while recording myself. Figured out that […]
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St. Ezreal’s School of Espers
Here’s a novel I wrote in 2017 for NaNoWriMo Big thanks to @mindsforge, @DoodleGarou, and @MuLlaak for the encouragement, support, and inspiration! I wouldn’t have ‘picked up a pen’ so to speak if it weren’t for you three! Also check it out on gitbook for an easy-to-read format. (editor’s note: git checkout 1108a75d108fad00763ed7161c26f7bc3733d83c) “St. Ezreal’s […]