Tag: self-care

  • Thu May 14 2020

    Thu May 14 2020

    I seem to have relapsed… Kinda sorta. I couldn’t sleep last night. I was literally worried sick about the negative feedback I received on eBay. Literally sick to my stomach. I couldn’t even work through it because I had worked through it like 5 times prior. At that point, there were layers and layers of […]

  • Wed May 13 2020

    Wed May 13 2020

    I had bad dreams. I was getting bitten by my angry adopted dog, I was attacked by demonic ghosts, and I saw Mr. Beast & crew rot away from illness. It was very disturbing and scary. On top of all that, the woman I returned the biting dog to was trying to have sex with […]

  • Tue May 12 2020

    Tue May 12 2020

    Today is a good day. No reason other than me just deciding that today is a good day. I sold a crappy half-broken drumset I bought from a thrift store. I didn’t think it would ever sell because of how expensive the shipping had to be. It’s so long that it became pretty expensive to […]

  • Sat Apr 18 2020

    Sat Apr 18 2020

    I’m avoiding my feelings again. My dad and R. are out back, doing cleanup and removing the sand bag bunkers. I went outside to take the mail to the box and my dad sad, “hi”. I nervously said, “hi” in return, simply copying what my dad said. I always do that. I don’t speak unless […]

  • My Ludum Dare 47 Experience

    My Ludum Dare 47 Experience

    I had a wonderful weekend doing Ludum Dare 47, a 48 hour global game jam. I have been planning for this event for months, ever since I had an inspiring idea to create a combat spell casting game which involved Espers vs. Mages. It was back in July when I came up with this game […]