Tag: sexuality

  • Thu May 28 2020

    Thu May 28 2020

    Polkadot launched today. I watched this entire video and I still don’t know what I can do with it or why I should care. It’s a well produced video and evokes feelings of awe and inspiration, but I’m not seeing any meat and potatos content which actually tells me what Polkadot is. Just another blockchain. […]

  • Wed May 6 2020

    Wed May 6 2020

    It’s raining today. It’s not bad because it’s nice and cool. Yesterday was 77 or 78 degrees Fahrenheit in my apartment. I was burning up during video games. So apparently the beer bottles I found near the firepit were beer bottles from Elysium Brewing. I found some bottle caps today as I combed over the […]

  • Wed Feb 19 2020

    Wed Feb 19 2020

    My therapist took me on as my CoDA “pseudo sponsor” until the time when I find a sponsor of my own. Last Friday she gave me a list of questions which I am supposed to ponder on and answer at our next meeting, this Friday at 9:30AM. The questions are as follows. What is the […]

  • Fri Feb 7 2020

    Fri Feb 7 2020

    9:30AM. Therapy today. Feeling anxious. Only got 3 hours ofsleep. Lots of scared thoughts are going on in my head this morning. I’m afraid I’m dying because I can feel my shin bones. I’m afraid of crying because I’ve been dulling my feelings about my dad. K. gave me two sheets of paper with affirmations […]

  • Sun Feb 2 2020

    Sun Feb 2 2020

    Good morning! I actually woke up on my own without an alarm this morning! I give full credit to the hella uncomfortable couch that I’ve been sleeping on. I think I’m reaching critical levels of poor sleep because of this. I think I’m going to put in a big effort this month to making enough […]

  • Mon Jan 27 2020

    Mon Jan 27 2020

    1:27PM. My couch is very uncomfortable to sleep on. I never feel rested but I also never wake up feeling super tired… I wake up with this feeling that I’m just ready to go. I’m concerned that I’m not hitting rem sleep or something, but I am definitely having dreams so I think that might […]

  • Mon Dec 9 2019 @ 8:09 AM

    Mon Dec 9 2019 @ 8:09 AM

    Hey cool I actually woke up early. Hey so cool. Wow so cool dude. It was 61 degrees in my apartment when I woke up. My thermostat is totally not programmed at all. 62 degrees happens to be the default setting. I got up and cranked that thermometer to 72. Maybe I’ll program it, but […]

  • Fri Dec 6 2019 4:00 AM PST

    Fri Dec 6 2019 4:00 AM PST

    The presence of my parents makes me insecure When I talk to my parents, I feel inhibited. They don’t want to hear me speak my mind. I feel inferior. I am their subject. I feel shame. I am dependent on them. I feel anxious. I am afraid I would say something that would make my […]

  • Friday Nov 29 2019

    Friday Nov 29 2019

    Original title. Written at 5:32 PM PST on that day. Hi, want to meet? I’m a hot grill on a banner ad. Hello. I’m going to use this recording as part of my daily writing. Daily journaling. I’m going to make some stuff up, adlib on the spot, pressure’s on. For the full effect, listen […]

  • Welcome to the World of Warcraft!

    Welcome to the World of Warcraft!

    World of Warcraft is an exciting new MMO which pits new players against a powerful new foe– the Horde. The horde preform satanic rituals and sacrifice the young to their god and savior, Satan. It is your job, adventurer, to stop the satanic beasts in their tracks and restore order to the land of Negadia […]

  • I don’t do New Year’s Resolutions

    I don’t do New Year’s Resolutions

    Article written on Fri Nov 22 2019 @ 6:33 AM PST I really don’t. But don’t get me wrong, I’m all about setting resolutions. I simply reject the idea of creating new resolutions at specific times. I bring it up because I need a catchy title for this blog post. Titles must grab the reader’s […]