Tag: talk

  • Sun Mar 8 2020

    Sun Mar 8 2020

    Apparently daylight savings time happened this morning. Oh yeah, my wall clock says 9:30AM but my clock on my computer says 10:30. I totally missed Sangha service, LOL. Not a big deal. I probably wasn’t going anyway. I dunno why, maybe the lasting effect that the mushrooms had has worn off, and I’m not feeling […]

  • Fri Feb 14 2020

    Fri Feb 14 2020

    I shaved my head. I like the idea of new beginnings. I was also influenced by some bald gentleman that I look to and follow on social media. Joe Rogan and Scott Manley. I just got back from Therapy. I only got like 3 hours of sleep this morning. I planned on waking at 6:30, […]

  • Sun Feb 9 2020

    Sun Feb 9 2020

    Arrived at Spokane Buddhist Temple 3 minutes early, but had to pee so bad that I couldn’t go in. They have a toilet I’m sure, but I don’t know where it is. I’m pretty sure it’s in the basement. Fuck. All this way and I’m not prepared. I was excited to attend but I’m not […]

  • Wed Jan 15 2020

    Wed Jan 15 2020

    I think I’ve made a connection which has informed me on exactly why I sometimes wake up completely exhausted. It’s food. I was snacking on trail mix and raisins last night just about an hour or two before bed. That food in my stomach made it almost impossible for me to fall asleep because I […]

  • Fri Dec 27 2019 @ 10:50 AM PST

    Fri Dec 27 2019 @ 10:50 AM PST

    I thought I had therapy today. I went to FBH and checked in, only to discover that I was a week early! The receptionist wrote down my next two appointments on a card. My clinician told me that I had an appointment next week. Two days ago was Christmas, and that really felt like a […]

  • Fri Dec 6 2019 4:00 AM PST

    Fri Dec 6 2019 4:00 AM PST

    The presence of my parents makes me insecure When I talk to my parents, I feel inhibited. They don’t want to hear me speak my mind. I feel inferior. I am their subject. I feel shame. I am dependent on them. I feel anxious. I am afraid I would say something that would make my […]