This morning I packed and shipped 3 eBay items, shaved my face and brushed my teeth, had a Zoom call with my therapist, walked 4km, installed my A/C unit, showered, and found it strange that I didn’t need to shave my face or brush my teeth afterward. “ooh, this is…
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It’s Friday and it’s going to be a FANTASTIC day today. I thought my meeting with my therapist was at 9AM today, but I joined the Zoom meeting and it kicked me out of the waiting room. I think it’s actually at 9:30 like normal, but the time on the…
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I made an emotional decision and I payed $230 for DHL shipping so I can get my trading cards from Buyee. Apparently the package is oversized for EMS so even if I wait for Japan Post to resume shipments to the US, I wouldn’t be able to choose the budget…
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Every day there seems to be some update in WordPress. Either a theme update, plugin update, or wordpress minor update. I wish they would just update themselves! It’s not like Android where I’m approving permissions that the plugin has access to. It’s simply a one-click update button that I press,…
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Paying rent yesterday was painful. I have so little money to spend on myself, and I spend a huge chunk of my income on rent. I loot at my upcoming expenses and I realize that I can’t spend money on myself at all. I have food stamps for food, and…
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Strange and disturbing dreams today. I was back in school and there was an annoying skinny kid in the class. I was busy working on a new revision of a MIDI interface prototype that I was making for a client. I was trying to figure out how to use the…
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I forgive myself. I just want to start with that. Had a call with my therapist K. this morning. I started out the call in bad place, and I ended the call in a bad place. I woke up at 9AM and I took the garbage to the street, and…
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2020202020202020 I hear that a shelter in place order is going to occur soon. I guess I need to get some rice. I wonder if my EBT card has a balance yet? Yup, it has a balance now. It just got reloaded yesterday. Interestingly, the website shows the past several…
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Group therapy is cancelled. Individual therapy is changed to phone-only, as FBH is closing their doors to the public. Wild shit. Is COVID-19 really this bad? There have been 18 corona viruses before it, but somehow #19 is this huge threat? I don’t understand. I wonder if this is an…
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Good morning! Last night I got hella high. The computer high, as in the shit I do when I let my computer addiction run wild. I don’t even feel bad about it, which is a really nice for a change. So I was angry yesterday early. I was angry that…
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Ok the past few days have been sub 2000 words and it’s no big deal. I deserve a break and I deserve self-care and I deserve to be well and happy. Actually I don’t want to be happy all the time. It’s something I’ve thought about quite a bit. If…
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