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Mon Jul 20 2020
3:03 AM. Can’t sleep. Restless legs and tense stomach muscles. After laying in bed for about an hour, I decided to get up and watch anime. Watching miru tights. This is someone’s fetish. LOL. I’m just not into it. Tights are a thin piece of fabric which get in the way of what I actually […]
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Mon Jun 22 2020
I forgot to write yesterday. Or rather, I spent very little time on the computer. I did laundry and chilled with my family. I had a Zoom call with my therapist this morning. We talked about what I felt last week during the time when I tried to sell my Suburban. Apparently I have made […]
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Mon Jun 1 2020
I didn’t write anything yesterday. I don’t think I’ve gone a single day without writing at least 100 words since the start of this year. It felt nice to have a day off. I spent a good chunk of time with my family yesterday. I spent a lot of time with my brother M. and […]
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Sat May 30 2020
I got put in “timeout” on Tim Dodd’s live stream for saying the following mods be power trippin’ The mods were deleting people’s comments. The most ridiculous moderation. Comments such as, “ninjas or bondage?” which is a reasonable thing to think. First time I saw the hooded SpaceX pad crew, I thought they looked a […]
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Thu May 28 2020
Polkadot launched today. I watched this entire video and I still don’t know what I can do with it or why I should care. It’s a well produced video and evokes feelings of awe and inspiration, but I’m not seeing any meat and potatos content which actually tells me what Polkadot is. Just another blockchain. […]
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Tue May 26 2020
I went walking outside and it was nice. I did some meditation and got into a mind space where I was observing without judgement. I think doing so triggered a reset in my brain, because after I resumed walking I noticed things around me as if I were seeing them for the first time. It […]
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Mon May 25 2020
I shipped two cards this morning, a usb drive lot, and a broken charger for a FRS radio. Next I walked to Albertson’s and got some groceries and toilet paper. I paid for the groceries using my EBT SNAP card. I paid for the toilet paper using some cash I had forgotten I had in […]
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Mon May 11 2020
This morning I packed and shipped 3 eBay items, shaved my face and brushed my teeth, had a Zoom call with my therapist, walked 4km, installed my A/C unit, showered, and found it strange that I didn’t need to shave my face or brush my teeth afterward. “ooh, this is different.” I thought to myself. […]
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Fri May 8 2020
It’s Friday and it’s going to be a FANTASTIC day today. I thought my meeting with my therapist was at 9AM today, but I joined the Zoom meeting and it kicked me out of the waiting room. I think it’s actually at 9:30 like normal, but the time on the meeting is wrong. I missed […]
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Mon May 4 2020
I made an emotional decision and I payed $230 for DHL shipping so I can get my trading cards from Buyee. Apparently the package is oversized for EMS so even if I wait for Japan Post to resume shipments to the US, I wouldn’t be able to choose the budget EMS. I was really angry […]
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Sat May 2 2020
Every day there seems to be some update in WordPress. Either a theme update, plugin update, or wordpress minor update. I wish they would just update themselves! It’s not like Android where I’m approving permissions that the plugin has access to. It’s simply a one-click update button that I press, after which wordpress updates the […]