Tag: thoughts

  • Mon Jun 22 2020

    Mon Jun 22 2020

    I forgot to write yesterday. Or rather, I spent very little time on the computer. I did laundry and chilled with my family. I had a Zoom call with my therapist this morning. We talked about what I felt last week during the time when I tried to sell my Suburban. Apparently I have made […]

  • Wed Jun 10 2020

    Wed Jun 10 2020

    I forgot to write today. Err, yesterday. I still consider this a Tuesday log because it’s … Nah it’s just a Wednesday post. It’s 12:07AM. Just got off Squad with Save. Had 2 good rounds and 1 really bad one on Narva. A bummer ending to the night, but we had a really great Talil […]

  • Tue May 26 2020

    Tue May 26 2020

    I went walking outside and it was nice. I did some meditation and got into a mind space where I was observing without judgement. I think doing so triggered a reset in my brain, because after I resumed walking I noticed things around me as if I were seeing them for the first time. It […]

  • Mon May 25 2020

    Mon May 25 2020

    I shipped two cards this morning, a usb drive lot, and a broken charger for a FRS radio. Next I walked to Albertson’s and got some groceries and toilet paper. I paid for the groceries using my EBT SNAP card. I paid for the toilet paper using some cash I had forgotten I had in […]

  • Mon May 11 2020

    Mon May 11 2020

    This morning I packed and shipped 3 eBay items, shaved my face and brushed my teeth, had a Zoom call with my therapist, walked 4km, installed my A/C unit, showered, and found it strange that I didn’t need to shave my face or brush my teeth afterward. “ooh, this is different.” I thought to myself. […]

  • Wed Apr 8 2020

    Wed Apr 8 2020

    6:19 PM. Just getting my day started LOL. I think I’m going to walk to the store tomorrow. It’ll take me an hour each way, I’m not really looking forward to it, but I think it might not be that bad because of the light traffic due to COVID-19. A 2 hour walk is double […]

  • Wed Mar 25 2020

    Wed Mar 25 2020

    Freestylin! I just had this song stuck in my head because I just listed my rollerblade shit on eBay. It had the term, “Freestyle” and I thought of this song. I decided to sell these ice blades because I bought them two years ago and haven’t used them once. I paid $64 back then. They’re […]

  • Thu Mar 19 2020

    Thu Mar 19 2020

    Oh boy, what a morning I’ve had. Nothing really exceptional, just a good, solid morning full of learning new things and exercising and waking up early and having new experiences. I’ve been getting telemarketer calls just about every day at 9AM. I awoke to the sound of my phone vibrating. I got up to see […]

  • Sun Mar 8 2020

    Sun Mar 8 2020

    Apparently daylight savings time happened this morning. Oh yeah, my wall clock says 9:30AM but my clock on my computer says 10:30. I totally missed Sangha service, LOL. Not a big deal. I probably wasn’t going anyway. I dunno why, maybe the lasting effect that the mushrooms had has worn off, and I’m not feeling […]

  • Wed Jan 15 2020

    Wed Jan 15 2020

    I think I’ve made a connection which has informed me on exactly why I sometimes wake up completely exhausted. It’s food. I was snacking on trail mix and raisins last night just about an hour or two before bed. That food in my stomach made it almost impossible for me to fall asleep because I […]

  • Tue Dec 31 @ 8:51 AM PST

    Tue Dec 31 @ 8:51 AM PST

    I woke up this morning without an alarm. It was a fantastic feeling to not have to get up, shut it off, and go back to sleep because I wasn’t well rested yet. I think my alarm is set on my phone, but either a Do Not Disturb or a ringer silent setting are overriding […]