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Fri May 15 2020
I saw two squirrels quarreling in a tree this morning. Maybe a turf war? Maybe a mating session? It is mating season, after all. I imagined what squirrel sex would be like. Sex in the wild is pretty much rape. Every time I see a cat, bird, squirrel, bug, or any other living thing besides […]
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Fri May 8 2020
It’s Friday and it’s going to be a FANTASTIC day today. I thought my meeting with my therapist was at 9AM today, but I joined the Zoom meeting and it kicked me out of the waiting room. I think it’s actually at 9:30 like normal, but the time on the meeting is wrong. I missed […]
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Tue Mar 17 2020
Hello my fellow bass players. Sorry for that long intro, let’s get into the music. bass playing intensifies I just woke up. It’s 11:05 AM. It feels like I could have slept all day, had I allowed myself to do so. I was woken at 8AM this morning my my dad knocking on my door. […]
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Thu Jan 9 2020
I’m at therapy. I need to pee and poo but I’m holding it because I don’t know if the bathroom is occupied or not. I’m feeling very vulnerable and sad and afraid. It is fear that is preventing me from knocking on that restroom door. Oh, I just witnessed someone else do it. I guess […]
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Fri Jan 3 2020 @ 2:34 AM
I’m trying to write a letter to my dad, but I’m struggling. I’m holding back shit. I’m not writing what is on my mind. I’m censoring myself. What I want to say is that work is not important to me. I’d rather be kicked out than work for him any more. Not that the work […]
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Thu Jan 2 2020 @ 8:22 AM PST
I fucked up. I’m so desperate to sell junk in my Bonanza shop that I lowered the price on a bunch of my tech items to $1. But I selected an item in the bulk editor that is worth way more than $1– A Kill-A-Watt power meter. Someone bought it. I don’t get it. I […]
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God Level Artists
Written on Tue Dec 3 2019 at 10:56 AM PST There are artists out there who are so good at what they do, I consider them to be on the highest skill level possible. God level. I don’t have any examples off the top of my head. Maybe an example will come to me as […]
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Writer’s Way #5
Written on Mon Nov 11 2019 at 6:17 AM PST(2021 Chris is doing much better) Ey I woke up on time today. That’s refreshing. You know what else needs a refresh? My computer. I booted it up this morning and waited about 5 minutes for it to be responsive. I opened glances as quickly as […]