Tag: uncomfortable

  • Sat Mar 21 2020

    Sat Mar 21 2020

    Greetings and salutations. Today I woke up at around 10:30 am. I had taken extra care the night before to set do not disturb mode (DND) on my phone because I didn’t want to be awoken by telemarketers as has been the norm for the past week. I slept well and I woke up refreshed. […]

  • Mon Feb 24 2020

    Mon Feb 24 2020

    It’s a day and I’m sticking to it. I am not feeling too positive today. I don’t want to type. I want to give up and bury my head in the sand. I don’t know how I’m going to make rent, if my tax return doesn’t show up in the next few days. I simply […]

  • Sat Feb 23 2020

    Sat Feb 23 2020

    I’m at Dragon Parlor Games. I don’t know anyone here other than B., J., and D. I wish D. was here because I have nobody to talk to. I’m nervous. I will practice opposite action. I backed out of playing Cards against Humanity after I was dealt my hand and it was awkward. I tossed […]

  • Fri Feb 21 2020

    Fri Feb 21 2020

    So B.’s friends (and mine lol) are planning on surprising him in May by driving up to Spokane and spending a few days seeing the sights. I’m going to play tour guide and we’re going to go see all sorts of stuff and probably go shooting and do go karts and see the aquarium and […]

  • Wed Feb 19 2020

    Wed Feb 19 2020

    My therapist took me on as my CoDA “pseudo sponsor” until the time when I find a sponsor of my own. Last Friday she gave me a list of questions which I am supposed to ponder on and answer at our next meeting, this Friday at 9:30AM. The questions are as follows. What is the […]

  • Mon Feb 3 2020

    Mon Feb 3 2020

    I’m writing in my new mini composition book today. I’m at the grocery store picking up groceries. I’m late! I was supposed to be here at 2 but I only just arrived at 3. I feel bad even though it’s probably not a big deal. It’s cold! There are a bunch of other cars waiting […]

  • Mon Jan 27 2020

    Mon Jan 27 2020

    1:27PM. My couch is very uncomfortable to sleep on. I never feel rested but I also never wake up feeling super tired… I wake up with this feeling that I’m just ready to go. I’m concerned that I’m not hitting rem sleep or something, but I am definitely having dreams so I think that might […]

  • Thu Jan 23 2020

    Thu Jan 23 2020

    I’ve been putting something off for awhile because it’s uncomfortable and the thought makes me uneasy. I have to tell my dad that I need to detach from him financially. I don’t want to take any more projects from him. It’s my time to blaze my own trail and it’s necessary I do so if […]

  • Tue Jan 21 2020

    Tue Jan 21 2020

    I get to go to therapy today! God is good. I am happy to be me. I’m still kinda tripping on mushrooms. I still have a mess to clean up. I’m happy to clean it! It beats the alternative reality where I am alone with nobody to talk to, nothing to do, and no future! […]

  • Mon Jan 13 2020

    Mon Jan 13 2020

    3:03PM. I dropped off 6 packages at FedEx, 4 at USPS. Then I went thrift shopping. I acquired 8 items. I plan on listing them all today. Next I did 20 laps around the firepit and did 20 pushups. I also did some axe throwing. Tired 5. I was thinking while I was driving that […]

  • Tue Jan 7 2020 @ 8:42 AM PST

    Tue Jan 7 2020 @ 8:42 AM PST

    TIIIIIREED! I’m beginning to sound like a broken record. the therapy office keeps calling me. I think they are just reminder phone calls, but I miss them every time. And they usually don’t leave messages because HIPPA. Annoying. I don’t need fucking reminder calls. I have my appointments on my calendar. I don’t forget appointments. […]