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Fri Jun 12 2020
A group made a HTML5 port of Counter-Strike 1.6! https://game.cs-online.club/ I played a match. The default mouse sensitivity was way too low. I couldn’t figure out how to bring up the menu so I just hid in a corner and waited for the T’s to come find me. I got flash banged. Luckily it seemed […]
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Tue Mar 24 2020
I had another bad dream this morning. I was with my brothers D. and M. when they were really young. For some reason, we were taking a break and we stopped at a shopping center. We walked through the parking lot to a grassy area between buildings. There was a steep cliff beyond the grass, […]
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Sun Mar 8 2020
Apparently daylight savings time happened this morning. Oh yeah, my wall clock says 9:30AM but my clock on my computer says 10:30. I totally missed Sangha service, LOL. Not a big deal. I probably wasn’t going anyway. I dunno why, maybe the lasting effect that the mushrooms had has worn off, and I’m not feeling […]
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Tue Feb 18 2020
Group therapy today. I’m sitting in the waiting area. I organized my papers using the binder thingy that I used to keep important papers in. Wow this paper writes smooth! I’m surprised that this paper writes so well and it’s only a BASIC tablet. I got it at a thrift store. CoDA is tonight at […]
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Wed Feb 12 2020
1:35PM. I woke up at 9, then went back to sleep. Woke up at 11, then went back to sleep Woke up at 12, went back to sleep, Woke up at 1, went back to sleep. I feel like I could repeat this all day without any consequences other than the emotional ones of feeling […]
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Fri Feb 7 2020
9:30AM. Therapy today. Feeling anxious. Only got 3 hours ofsleep. Lots of scared thoughts are going on in my head this morning. I’m afraid I’m dying because I can feel my shin bones. I’m afraid of crying because I’ve been dulling my feelings about my dad. K. gave me two sheets of paper with affirmations […]
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Tue Jan 7 2020 @ 8:42 AM PST
TIIIIIREED! I’m beginning to sound like a broken record. the therapy office keeps calling me. I think they are just reminder phone calls, but I miss them every time. And they usually don’t leave messages because HIPPA. Annoying. I don’t need fucking reminder calls. I have my appointments on my calendar. I don’t forget appointments. […]
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Sat Dec 21 @ 7:32 AM PST
Build and Shoot is a great game. Originally it was called Ace of Spades, but Jagex ended up buying that game and turning into a nightmare. The original concept of Ace of Spades got an open source remake called Build and Shoot, and became adopted by the community. What makes Build and Shoot so great […]
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Thu Dec 19 2019 @ 7:31 AM
Good writer’s way happy happy (morning). So I had a dream that my young cousin was a doctor. She took a phone call from a patient when she was visiting our house. She momentarily set the phone down and pretended to have a conversation with a colleague. When I dream about my house, it’s never […]
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How to do Mortars in Squad
This article was written in the spring of 2020 amidst the COVID-19 pandemic and subsequent lockdown. OWI Squad is at version beta 18. As of late, I’ve been taking up the Squad Leader position more often. I’ve noticed that the new commander artillery has caused the use of mortars and other player controlled indirect fire […]
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Ludum Dare, Code in the Dark Aftermath
I took part in not one, but two competitions last weekend. First was Ludum Dare 45, a competition to make a game in 48 hours. Second was Spokane Code in the Dark 2019, a HTML/CSS competition with a nightclub vibe. Code in the Dark had such a cool atmosphere. I met a gentleman who works […]