I went walking outside and it was nice. I did some meditation and got into a mind space where I was observing without judgement. I think doing so triggered a reset in my brain, because after I resumed walking I noticed things around me as if I were seeing them…
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I had bad dreams. I was getting bitten by my angry adopted dog, I was attacked by demonic ghosts, and I saw Mr. Beast & crew rot away from illness. It was very disturbing and scary. On top of all that, the woman I returned the biting dog to was…
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Yesterday I discovered that Projekt Melody isn’t just a risque virtual youtuber… She actually does sex shows on Chaturbate! Previously I had seen some of her sexy dance videos on YouTube. She’s scantilly clad in those videos, but technically, “fully clothed” in that her areola and vulva are covered. You…
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6:19 PM. Just getting my day started LOL. I think I’m going to walk to the store tomorrow. It’ll take me an hour each way, I’m not really looking forward to it, but I think it might not be that bad because of the light traffic due to COVID-19. A…
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I sold a crappy $5 android phone on eBay. I am 90% confident that this person is going to scam me. Their initial communication with me was asking for the IMEI, and they asked before buying. I declined to give them the IMEI, after which they bought the item and…
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I was a bad boy last night. I stayed up till 6AM doing the most bullshit thing ever. I had the bright idea to make make my own torrent seedbox. What a waste of time! I call it bullshit because I already have an ansible script which spins up a…
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Just had a disturbing dream. I was a student in some sort of classroom and I had a computer switch which I loaned to the teacher for the duration of the class. In the switch were three SD cards which contained a bunch of important pictures. The switch was used…
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5:58 AM. My sleep schedule has been reset! I’m happy about that. Yesterday I did not write my target word count of 2000 words. I only got to 500 but I’m not going to beat myself up about it. I focused on self-care yesterday, and I felt excellent because of…
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So B.’s friends (and mine lol) are planning on surprising him in May by driving up to Spokane and spending a few days seeing the sights. I’m going to play tour guide and we’re going to go see all sorts of stuff and probably go shooting and do go karts…
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Arrived at Spokane Buddhist Temple 3 minutes early, but had to pee so bad that I couldn’t go in. They have a toilet I’m sure, but I don’t know where it is. I’m pretty sure it’s in the basement. Fuck. All this way and I’m not prepared. I was excited…
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It’s 11:52 AM. I woke up at 11:30. I got paid for an eBay offer for an airsoft flash hider that I accepted the other day, and I packaged it up and sent it out. It took me quite awhile to actually find the flash hider, since I hadn’t put…
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