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Mon Jun 29 2020
10:00AM. Just had a therapy session with my therapist. I don’t think I wrote anything yesterday. I don’t like that I didn’t write anything! I’m not going to beat myself up about it. I forgive myself. Yesterday was a busy day full of negotiating deals with customers, doing laundry, going to the grocery store, preparing […]
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Thu Jun 18 2020
I let some collectible cards go for a ridiculously low price. I feel meh about it. Part of me needed the sales, the other part knew that I could have gotten more if I were just more patient. The buyer is in Germany, which means I had to shell out $15 to get it mailed […]
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Mon Jun 1 2020
I didn’t write anything yesterday. I don’t think I’ve gone a single day without writing at least 100 words since the start of this year. It felt nice to have a day off. I spent a good chunk of time with my family yesterday. I spent a lot of time with my brother M. and […]
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Thu May 28 2020
Polkadot launched today. I watched this entire video and I still don’t know what I can do with it or why I should care. It’s a well produced video and evokes feelings of awe and inspiration, but I’m not seeing any meat and potatos content which actually tells me what Polkadot is. Just another blockchain. […]
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Tue May 26 2020
I went walking outside and it was nice. I did some meditation and got into a mind space where I was observing without judgement. I think doing so triggered a reset in my brain, because after I resumed walking I noticed things around me as if I were seeing them for the first time. It […]
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Sat May 23 2020
I’m going to spend my 2000 words on writing a non-journal post today. How to close Firefox from the ubuntu commandline That post was only 667 words so I’m going to write 1333 words here. What a trip that was though. I forgot I even answered that question in 2015. I saw the notification in […]
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Tue May 19 2020
1:31 AM. I’m having trouble disconnecting. Story of my life LOL. I had a good coding session, learning about SVG and masking and animations. I’m figuring out how to animate the little spinny things in the cassette tape. (This code contains 364 words which means I gotta write 2364 words, not 2000) So yeah. The […]
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Fri May 15 2020
I saw two squirrels quarreling in a tree this morning. Maybe a turf war? Maybe a mating session? It is mating season, after all. I imagined what squirrel sex would be like. Sex in the wild is pretty much rape. Every time I see a cat, bird, squirrel, bug, or any other living thing besides […]
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Thu May 14 2020
I seem to have relapsed… Kinda sorta. I couldn’t sleep last night. I was literally worried sick about the negative feedback I received on eBay. Literally sick to my stomach. I couldn’t even work through it because I had worked through it like 5 times prior. At that point, there were layers and layers of […]
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Wed May 13 2020
I had bad dreams. I was getting bitten by my angry adopted dog, I was attacked by demonic ghosts, and I saw Mr. Beast & crew rot away from illness. It was very disturbing and scary. On top of all that, the woman I returned the biting dog to was trying to have sex with […]
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Mon May 11 2020
This morning I packed and shipped 3 eBay items, shaved my face and brushed my teeth, had a Zoom call with my therapist, walked 4km, installed my A/C unit, showered, and found it strange that I didn’t need to shave my face or brush my teeth afterward. “ooh, this is different.” I thought to myself. […]